I CAN NO LONGER LIVE AS HUMANS DO.
I SEE ONLY HELL IN THE EYES OF YOU.
I BEG TO BE RELEASED FROM THIS SKIN.
I HATE MY SELF FOR MY LACK OF KIN.
I CAN NO LONGER LIVE AS PEOPLE DO.
I FIND MY SELF IN A WORLD SO UNTRUE.
I SLIT MY WRISTS BUT NOTHING DRIPS.
I DRINK FROM MY CHALICE BUT AM ONLY ALOWED SIPS.
These choices I have made to live this life are at best my greatest lie.
These questions run through my head and all I can think to ask my self is why.
This bliss they speak of is only bullshit.
Endlessly they ramble on and on never do they quit.
I close my lips around the barrel of this gun.
I close my eyes and down the sun.
As my body hits the dirt I understand.
All the moments I’ve lived nothing but hourglass sand slipping through my fingers out of my dead hand.