i need a break from here...
edited: Friday, February 25, 2005
By Karen Lynn Vidra, The Texas Tornado
Rated "G" by the Author.
Posted: Friday, February 25, 2005
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Things are going crazy here...I don't know if it is me or what...I need to take a little time away from here...
I can't even do my reviews or write a poem without things going wrong...I tried to do a poem earlier, but I took it off because it is like my stuff isn't even being listed. I don't know if people are playing with my head or what, but if this doesn't stop soon, I may have to leave here...
I can't even see my reviews to see who read my story, poem, or what...each time I try, it won't let me see my reviews, and I have to see my stories to see who stopped by; and it is driving me crazy. I tried to put in a poem, and it was like it didn't even go through, and I am frustrated.
If they don't want me here, why don't they just tell me so instead of my wasting my damn time here! I am a writer, and I don't like people messing with my head like this!
I also am not seeing Loretta Lynn tomorrow, and it is like everything is going wrong; and I can't deal with it right now. Karla has also left for her cruise today, and I am already missing her badly!~ I don't know what I am going to do this week; I am going to go mad with boredom!! I need to get out of this damn state; I HATE Texas!! I wish I could just up and leave; but I can't, so I don't know what to do! So If you don't hear from me in a few days, I am off feeling sorry for myself. Please let the editors know I am taking a break; but until things are fixed at my den, I won't be posting. So this is goodbye.
Have a nice life because I sure am not! My life is worthless, and I don't even need to be around!
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|Reviewed by MaryGrace Patterson
|I noticec you wrote this in 2005.. I am sure things are better by now.. We all have days, then perhaps a few more days when things don't seem to go right. If you make a list, I'd bet the good ones would win out. Hang in there, and don't let it get you down......M|
|Reviewed by Patrick McCormick
Sounds like you are having a bad day, but stick around I need those Texas hugs.
|Reviewed by Tracey L. O' Very (Reader)
|YOU can't leave me! I can understand how you feel. Take a break but don't leave for ever I'm looking for some land as we speak so when i find exactly the right piece I'll send for you and you and I can run away together ok? I'm going camping away from this world asap You come with me ok and we'll scream and we'll yell till we both fall on the ground laughing!! Deal?? My cuzin works for the airlines too so I'll see if he can get us a good rate or.. Maybe I'll come and get you and we'll both leave Tx and Az in our rear view mirror! Yell YEll YELLLLL till we both fall on the ground Laughing today!!!! RIGHT NOW!!!!!!! GO!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
Hugs and Kisses and a big ol' Paco smile \_______________________/..
|Reviewed by Sandy Knauer
|Sometimes a little rant and an hour or two of feeling sorry for myself works wonders. I hope it did for you and you are looking back now saying, "what was that all about??" Find something new to do while your sister is gone. Explore YOU alone, in a new environment. Meet a new friend. Work a puzzle. Try a new recipe. Make changes, I promise you'll feel better. (P.S. computers are like cars - they'll do what they want so don't let them get the best of you)|
|Reviewed by Gwen Dickerson
|Sometimes, too many disappointments happen to us all within a short time. We get mentally and physically "knocked off our feet" so to speak. Sometimes it may help to try to calm ourselves, take some deep breaths, and relax. Then later collect our thoughts, investigate or mentally face our problem at its worst. Such as, asking yourself, "What if the worst is happening or has happened. What shall I do now?"
Often we find that the "worst" has not happened or it's not as bad as we thought, but if it is, then we need to follow our next best thing to do plan. Don't give up on life! Don't give up on yourself. We refuse to give up on you, dear one!
|Reviewed by Ryan Kelly
|Girl, I see the problem. Burleson? I spent a month there one day. I can't fer the likes of me remember what in heavens I was doing in Burleson, but it couldn't have been good:) Okay, you need a little trip away. What say you pack up some goodies and head down to Lake Whitney. Great fishing, if you're so inclined. Or maybe head up to The Spaghetti Warehouse in Fort Worth and grub down on some Giant Meat Balls. Man I loved that place. I hate to admit it, but I miss Texas. Pennsylvania? YUCK! The call it a Commonwealth state, I call it a Communist State. If my family was getting old on me I'd slip on my boot and head back west. Cheer up, don't let the grinches beat ya up.|
|Reviewed by Tinka Boukes
|Hey stop it Now...I will write to Matt and tell him you losing your head okay!!
Stay calm and collected sis!!
|Reviewed by William Neven
|Hey, our 'Texas Tornado' - $%#. happens. You know that. You also know that a LOT of strangers from around the world care about YOU. Loretta is a fine woman. I am sure something came up that she simply HAD to address. But as far as hanging it up? You just wrote me you never would because you are "a fighter". Well as the old song goes "this is it". Prove it, kid. I did even though a team of doctors had me all set to be viewed by the coroner's office. [You see I have this bad habit of believing in ME. I suggest you do the same, karen.] I know God loves you, etc. But guess what? From what I read here so do a number of other human beings. That's big. Wouldn't you agree?|
|Reviewed by Michelle Kidwell Power In The Pen
|Karen the part about not being able to post has happened to me before, but please dont leave, and if you need to call me, you know my number...
|Reviewed by A Serviceable Villain
'Your faith should remain constant under all conditions' - food for thought my friend; and put it in God's hands ... *I agree - leaving
'AD' would create an unfillable void, so please don't!!
|Reviewed by Dave Harm
|Bad days, make us stronger. I hope and pray that you do not leave, your a valuable member to the AD family. I, too, agree with George. Find the problem.... God Bless, Dave|
|Reviewed by Judy Lloyd (Reader)
|I had an odd thing happen the other night that I wondered about but as long as you are paid up there should not be a problem. Some others have the same thing happen but I just attributed it to a glitch somewhere. I will say that someone tried to send both my husband and I a virus and it was stopped. Who knows Karen we do have things happens as this is a computer and they are fallible just look at the computer module weather reporting. Hello is anyone there?|
|Reviewed by Sarah Tagert
|You don't need to leave AD permantly. That would leave a gaping hole in your little family. I wouldn't be able to visit AD w/out thinking of you.
I know things are hard right now, but they will get better. If anyone is living proof of that, I am.
I'm begging you Karen, don't abandon us. Your write always brighten my day. I don't know what I would do w.out them.
|Reviewed by Kate Clifford
|HUGS Yes I can see your having a bad day. Sorry to hear your plans have not worked out. Often when things look the darkest the brightest time of our life is close by. I agree with George about finding out what has happened. Matt is pretty good at checking into things. Hugs and prayers.|
|Reviewed by Carole Mathys
|I agree with George....calm down and find the problem..You would be greatly missed, Karen.|
|Reviewed by George Carroll
|Snap out of it. Find out what the problem is before you go off the deep end. Explore all the avenues open to you. It may be something minor, We need you here so don't leave. Don't let despair drag you down. I will be praying for you.
Love and lots of hugs