This little piece is not meant to bring anyone down.  This must be completely understood.  I do not mean to state that love is bad, blind, or that I am unworthy of it.

Unfortunately, there have been many times in my life where I feel that I am in fact unworthy of true love.  Then again, I have been through so much and so many relationships in my life that I wonder if I did in fact find true love and walk away from it.

I hope nobody ever has to feel this way.  I see people who take love for granted.  They walk away and don't look back.  But then what happens when they do look back?  What happens if years down the road they suddenly or maybe gradually and not so suddenly realize that they gave up the most passionate, greatest love they ever had?

Is it possible after many years to go back?  I do not pretent to have all of the answers but I do know that if you are faced with that choice you will hurt.  One may never be able to know if it is possible unless they try.

Love was not meant to be cruel, it was not meant to be constricting or overpowering.  If love is not accompanied by trust then you have lost at love.  Is it possible to go back when you are looking back?  I don't know, but one day, when we die or the Lord comes back we will have all of these answers and more.

Sometimes I wonder if I have in fact walked away from what God had for me.  Did I throw it all away?  Did I overlook it and think of it as nothing?  We get so caught up in all that the world has going on and all of the demands of every day life that we often times miss out on what we are supposed to be doing.  

One might wonder where a writer would be going with this topic.  It is written to make one think.  Think about your life, your goals, your dreams, and your loves.  Did you throw them all away, are you still chasing them, or are you content in knowing that when God decides it's time to move, then it's time to move.  

The most important question then would be "Are you gonna move when you are told to?"