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In the Beginning
By - DCS   
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Last edited: Sunday, July 06, 2008
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I believe in God. The Source. I believe in an all loving, compassionate, magnificent being. I believe that I am a piece of that being, therefore I too am God. I too have been granted all powers, rights, whatever. So perhaps I should stop acting like a silly, powerless human, simply because I occupy the body of one. This face, these arms, these legs are not me. This body is merely a temple that houses, God. Me. Alpha. Omega. Beginning. End. Right here.

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Ever played in the darkness? That’s a silly question, of course you have. You’ve been hurt. Lied too. Damaged by a parent or some other figure in your life. Then you’ve dealt it. Carelessly and without much of an ear toward your consciousness cut as deeply as you could. It’s worse than murder in a way isn’t it? Leaving an open wound bleeding. Throwing a few handfuls of salt in when it suits you. Mmmm the taste of viciousness. Especially when you foolishly believe it’s justified. That you have a right to your anger, the blows you deal. When you walk away from an argument proud and feeling much better than the opponent you’ve left on the floor, broken, because the taste of victory has swelled up your spine and that energy you simply must cling too is powerful. Everything else simply hurts and you’d much rather feel this…shadow…than that. Much rather keep swinging with your sword, slamming into those with your shield who get in your way. Never your fault, always theirs for getting in your way in the first place. Ahhh the comfort of the darkness. The sweet sweet lure of lies. The easiness of manipulation, especially of people, especially when you know what to say, what to do to hurt the most. A valuable weapon.

Had I only known then, what I know now. Had I only known that we willingly, voluntarily choose to come here, to this place called Earth, this lower density. Had I only known that we are willingly born into darkness so we learn how to transmute it through ourselves into light. I would change nothing, but perhaps the journey would have been easier.

Looking back I cannot recall the exact moment I decided a drastic change was needed. I only know that through research for my book, delving into what I as a Scorpio loved most, those unknown and unanswered questions I stumbled upon the truth. Things in my life had become, disastrous. It simply had to stop and at just the right moment I found the answer to all my problems; myself.
Ever collapse under the weight of the things you’d done? Ever cried not for others, but for you? For your own…silliness. I needn’t be so hard on myself I know. A useless human trait, but it’s born of judgment something that simply must be let go of, in every single form. But I’m getting ahead of myself.

I believe in God. The Source. I believe in an all loving, compassionate, magnificent being. I believe that I am a piece of that being, therefore I too am God. I too have been granted all powers, rights, whatever. So perhaps I should stop acting like a silly, powerless human, simply because I occupy the body of one. This face, these arms, these legs are not me. This body is merely a temple that houses, God. Me. Alpha. Omega. Beginning. End. Right here.


I believe in Jesus Christ. In my opinion, he was the shizzle my nizzle. However I also believe that his true message has been grossly mis interpreted. Wrong, all wrong. Jesus didn’t come to tell us to worship this vengeful, spiteful, I will fuck your shit up if you don’t obey my word, but if you do I’m sweet and kind, sort of being. Jesus was here to teach us all, like many others before and after him that we too are just like him. Walk on water if you choose. You need only believe you can and it will be so.

As above, so below.

I’ll be honest. When I first started this journey, that very night when I’m surrounded by notes, and books and my strange thoughts I was just like…wow. Can’t be true . Can’t be. It is official, Crystal has lost her mind. Next thing you know I’ll be walking around with tinfoil on my head screaming the aliens are coming. So, I pushed everything off my desk and went to bed.

Now at this point I was on the road, traveling for work. I had had a really horrible nightmare a few stops before and as such I could no longer sleep in the dark. I had to have a light on or the TV on. So, this night I had the TV on. I fall asleep. And I shit you not, I wake up for some unknown reason and the Matrix is on. Specifically the scene where Neo is about to get out of the car to that long dark road, and Trinity is speaking those wise words to him.

At this point I just starred. Then I burst into laughter. How can you ignore a coincidence, no a sign like that? So I looked at the ceiling and said, okay I get the point. I’m not crazy. Wow.

Have you ever had a moment, when your reality literally became about as solid as water? It is terrifying and at the same time….strange. Peaceful if you can get around your fear, but the fear is simply that you are about to push through something you thought was true , your whole life. Something that the majority believes, but it’s not. You realize you’re one of many, but few that are lifting up a veil from their eyes and exposing things that are scary but only because we don’t understand them. Because change is scary, new things are scary. And when you talk about an entire reality? From God, to yourself, to science to the wonderful things you are actually capable of? Wow.

It happened to me that day. It happened to me again when I found out about the animals. It happened to me again when I found out about the Income Tax. Things I thought were true were not. Things I thought about the world were incorrect. Hell it happens to me every time I look at my book and realize that I really really can create my own reality. My future. How I want my life to be. I’m not a victim of this world. I created this world. Just. Like. You.


I realize now that I’ve been doing this my whole life. Creating my reality. I just wasn’t paying attention. As a child I wished for that one person that would love me no matter what. I found her. Little things over my life as an adult and especially after I started this, just shape up. When you make a choice, then let go and let it happen…it does.

I wanted to eat healthier. I sent out a request, and I got back a response. I love that I take an active role in my health and diet now. I don’t just pick up shit and buy it. I read it. I know what proteins are required, the fruits I should eat, what I shouldn’t. My body has become more sensitive, and I listen to its requests. Slowly but surely we are working towards a mutual wonderful partnership.
I wanted to move to New Orleans. Out of the blue, I get phone calls from people that have found my resume and job offers. When I stopped worrying and stressing over when the money was going to arrive to get me there, things shaped up so now I’m going, earlier than I expected.

But god it’s hard to let go. To flow down the river with the current instead of swimming against it. But the stress I cause myself by worrying over these things…whatever for? Trust. Trust. Trust. Isn’t that hard? To really believe that the spirits and angels and universe around you wants nothing but what you want? Is here to simply grant your every request? It’s good to be a God I tell you.

Free your mind. That is the lesson. Release your negativity or that is what you will create. Understand that you are not alone. You came here with up to six helpers who have been dying to assist you. Yes, you. Yes they are with you right now. But don’t take my word for it, and don’t think they just interfere in your life. You must ask them. They’re dying for you too. And don’t just ask them for help, I dare you to ask them for unequivocal absolute WOW kind of proof of their existence.

Go head. Ask em.

Don’t think you’re dumb, get over your embarrassment, look around at your empty room and ask your Angels, your friends to help you. To prove their existence to you. And then pay attention will you? Notice if for whatever reason, when its never really happened before your eyes are drawn to the clock at 11:11 OR 12:12.Then go find out why these numbers are important. Look up the definition of the Synchronicity and watch events play out. Better yet, make a request. Something small but positive, then sit back and let go. Let go. That’s another lesson for today.

Let go.

Don’t visualize how it will happen, simply will it to happen. Then let the universe help you out and grant it. Go ahead. Take it for a test drive. I don’t expect you to believe me on my word or experiences alone. I double dog dare you to take it for a spin.

On a day like the Winter Solstice, or better yet at a time where the Earth is preparing for Ascension and the energies are ripe. There hasn’t been a better time.

Free your mind. Smile into the quiet and let go. Nothing is easier, and I know, really fucking difficult. But if I, controlling Scorpio. A former vengeful woman who carried around a nickname like Dictator can do it, so can you. So stop acting like a weak and powerless human will you? You are the very God you believe in and love. Let’s get to creating and having fun. That’s why you’re here.

I’ve much more to share. Jumbled thoughts I try to sort out even now. I don’t claim to be expert on this topic; I’m still trying to get it all right myself. Which is also a problem because there is no right or wrong there is only what we do but that’s a completely different conversation. Whew.

I’ve given you enough. And the information you seek is there. Just ask for help. A little guidance. Tell your guides you want to Ascend too and mean it. Then just…let go.


p.s. The video interview of Will Smith on my myspace speaks of this. Go download the movie What the Bleep Do We Know and you’ll hear scientists, really smart PH.D. people talking about this. Oh and here’s an article for you. video: scroll down to the power of positive thinking part 1 and 2. I’m not crazy. Neither are you. ::wink::

Allo Gods.

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