Blogs by Lori S. Maynard
An empty Monday
5/6/2013 7:53:22 AM
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Here I sit...starring...starring... Tapping at this key and then that key to try to find some inspiration as words form across this screen. Is my muse here? Can I hit the Enter key and suddenly be overwhelmed with words and emotions that I must share? Television is on in the background and it's nothing more than noise in an even noisier world. Drama.
I used to be able to sit down and pour out words that could drive anyone to tears. Now, a great wall has formed in my brain and shielding my muse and my emotions from the world and from myself.
Maybe if I sit here just long enough and type just the right combination of keystrokes, something masterful will form. Maybe I'll be able to stir the murky and still waters of emotion again.
Traffic is rambling by just outside of my window. The rain must have halted. I no longer hear the soft and stead mini waterfalls as tires glide through puddled asphalt lanes. No swoosh of water. No muted tones of overloaded tires.
It's cold and gray for a spring day. It feels and looks more like autumn than spring.
Maybe if I pay attention to the world around me, I will notice life again. Maybe notice those small details that I had once written about. Pay attention to the various grays swirling in the sky, the brilliant green of the grass and the delicate buds of awakening trees.
It's just another empty Monday. Empty of words from a silenced poet... wishing my muse would return.
More Blogs by Lori S. Maynard
An empty Monday - Monday, May 06, 2013
Infinite Pieces - Saturday, May 28, 2011
Forgotten Words of a Tired Mind - Sunday, January 14, 2007
The wind is strong - Monday, March 13, 2006
Frozen Ghosts - Sunday, February 05, 2006
In Life Again - Friday, January 20, 2006
A Cold and Empty Wind - Wednesday, January 18, 2006
Indecision - Saturday, January 14, 2006
As the Pendulum Tumbles - Monday, January 09, 2006
Another bridge slips below the waves - Friday, January 06, 2006
Love after divorce? - Tuesday, November 29, 2005
Yeah, it's Friday! - Friday, August 12, 2005
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What is Fate?? - Monday, August 08, 2005
Dirty Chrome - Monday, June 06, 2005
What to say? - Friday, April 29, 2005
Another passing - Tuesday, December 28, 2004
Solemn Week - Friday, October 22, 2004
Wreck - Wednesday, October 13, 2004
Another terrible day - Tuesday, October 12, 2004
tired mind on tired day - Saturday, September 04, 2004