|
|
|
|
Blogs by Chessly Lynn Nesci
~Miracles~
11/21/2009 8:00:57 PM
~ Miracles~
I have been very blessed with some amazing miracles in life. It makes me wonder how I’m still here?? When I was sixteen, I fell asleep at the wheel and heard a voice telling me to wake up. I slammed on the brakes just inches from hitting the tree. I know if I didn’t hear that voice that I probably wouldn’t be here today. It was a miracle in my eyes that really can’t be explained.
Shortly after that incident I was in a horrific car accident that my father warned me about. I didn’t listen to him or my gut and almost lost my life again. Right before the impact I saw a old-fashioned movie reel with my past experiences. My mother was laying out by our above ground pool with cucumbers on her eyes. It was a perfect day and my brother and I were playing volleyball in the pool laughing and splashing each other.
It was like I left the current situation in my mind and went to a happy place with no pain. I think I blacked out for a moment, then remember not wanting to feel the pain. I really wanted to go to a better place and begged to go. The next minute, I heard that same voice tell me I had to wake up. Luckily, we all survived the accident but my car looked like a squashed can. It was another miracle that I couldn’t explain.
The next thing in my life I can’t explain is a tubal pregancy that lasted four months before the tube burst. I was seeing a flake for a doctor and knew something was terribly wrong with me. He kept telling me I was having twins and not to worry about all the blood I was loosing everyday. I was driving home from our lakehouse with my first son, who was six at the time. I knew something was very wrong and had a funny feeling that I was going to die.
I prayed harder than I’ve ever prayed to just keep my son safe. I prayed all the way home and later that night went into shock. My whole body stiffened up and my husband opened my mouth and made me drink Sunny Delight. A few hours later, we went to the emergency room and they did another ultrasound. They couldn’t believe the other doctor missed the tubal pregancy, and let it go on for four months until the tube finally burst filling my pelvis with blood.
Shortly after that I got pregnant again. My pregnancy was perfect until someone hit me on the drivers side. I had my beautiful Christian two weeks after that accident and thank god everyday for not taking him from me. I will never know if my accident somehow contributed to his autism. Why??? I did everything perfect so, why did that man have to hit me that day!!
My father always told me things happen to good people because we can handle it.” Well, that stinks!” The bad people have the good luck because they can’t handle the bad luck. What I do know is that if we are kind to all, that good things will happen. They might not happen in this lifetime but they will happen.
Written by,~ Chessly Lynn Nesci
Post a Comment new!
More Blogs by Chessly Lynn Nesci
• ~Loss~ - Sunday, November 29, 2009
• Closing a Chapter...Beginning a New One - Wednesday, November 25, 2009
• ~Autism~ - Wednesday, November 25, 2009
• ~Miracles~ - Saturday, November 21, 2009
|
|
Bookmarks
