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· Right To Remain Silent

· Ducking Out

· Blue's Singer AKA Roadkill Heart

· My Secret Obsession Erotic Lesbian Stories, Volume II

· My Secret Obsession Erotic Lesbian Stories, Volume I

Short Stories
· Burning Cotton

· The World According to Bruno, The Shepherd

· Spider

· Kat. The Texas Cyclone.

· The Texas Tornado

· An excerpt from, Running Through The Hills

· An excerpt from, My Liza

· An excerpt from, The Dull Surprise

· An excerpt from, The Disappearance (#5)

· The Blues Singer (#1)

· Blue Sleighty on Recycling

· Blue Podcast Take 9,273,432

· Please Help Blue Sleighty

· For The College Girls

· Motherhood

· A List of ”Likes”

· Game Over

· An Eternal Flame


· A Hundred Dollars

· Calling In a Favor


· Kit

· Topsy Turvy


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· Getting Your Book Into IBook and Kindle

· If You Like My Stories- Check Out Burning Cotton

· My Secret Obsession Gets a Makeover!

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· Inspiration

· Life

· Anthony Panecasio Produces Video Based on Graffiti

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Blue's Singer AKA Roadkill Heart

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Ducking Out

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Right To Remain Silent

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My Secret Obsession Erotic Lesbian Stories, Volume II

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Life and Death
3/11/2008 7:01:33 PM
Sometimes life just sucks.
I have a daughter with my best and oldest friend who also happens to be my ex husband. At one point, over 10 years ago my daughter lived with her father and his wife (Nancy) who he married about 19 years ago. Over the years, I grew to love his wife with all of my heart. She loved my child dearly and was a great mother to my child. She had no other children. I will always be grateful for the love, care, support and guidance that she gave to my child. I know how hard it is to love another persons child. My daughter has adored Nancy since the day she met her almost 20 years ago.

Nancy grew a bit weary of my daughters father over the last year or so. Nothing that should have been serious. Just too much time together, probably. They separated last November. Soon, feelings of rejection inflicted crazy emotionally based reactions in my daughter's father. He felt vengeful from the feelings of inadequacy, uncertainty and rejection- so he got a bit manipulative. I have known him for 30 years and I kind of know how he works.

I have been helping Nancy financially and (as much as I knew how), I supported and nurtured her through her time of disillusionment and discontent. I wasn't that great of a help, I guess. I did as much as I felt I could without butting in too much. I called her regularly to check on her and make sure she was OK. I got the feeling that something was terribly, terribly wrong. I didn't know what to do.

I suspected that she was going to kill herself, and I confronted her. She wouldn't admit that she was planning to.

Then, on Sunday morning before last (March 2) I got the phone call informing me that she had indeed killed herself. She was a nurse in Austin, Texas. After her shift on that Saturday night, she went home on Sunday morning (She had taken 3 I.V. rigs from work, and a lethal combination of drugs) and hooked herself up to the 3 I. V.'s and euthanized herself like a dog.

I had always felt that we had an alliance in the common goal of the nurturing and support of my daughter. Through great adversity, we remained focused on my daughters well being and academic career and achievements. I hate so much that she did not know that if you just sit still long enough the whole world will change. Quickly. And she never considered the dynamics of her relationship with my daughter's father. The man was hurt. It had only been a couple of months. He still loved her and life could have been 'ok' again had she given it some time. There are many details. Too many to mention. But it all cumulated into a horrible result.

These were two people who had been living a wonderful life. They lived in a beautiful home in the Texas Hill Country with the Blanco River running through their property. They had been clean and sober for almost 20 years (12 step), and they had literally hundreds of friends.

200 people attended Nancy's memorial service in the small town of Wimberley.

I truly do not understand. I feel devastated. My heart is broken. I miss her so much. I hurt for my daughter's loss of her other mother. I hurt for her father who is my dear, dear friend. And I feel that I let my Nancy down.

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More Blogs by Blue Sleighty
• Observations of 2013 and in Retrospect - Wednesday, November 13, 2013
• Gene Bob - Sunday, November 10, 2013
• Hello. I am back. - Sunday, November 10, 2013
• Burning Cotton (entire story) - Now On My Secret Obsession - Tuesday, April 26, 2011
• An Interesting Year - Political Correctness - Tuesday, December 14, 2010
• A Reminder . . . You Have Choices - Friday, April 02, 2010
• Blue Sleighty - Another Disastrous Attempt - Wednesday, May 06, 2009
• Blue Sleighty Podcast Test - Tuesday, May 05, 2009
• 10 Pounds - Tuesday, April 21, 2009
• After Ike . . . GOOD GRIEF! - Wednesday, September 24, 2008
• The Interesting Part Is . . . - Thursday, March 27, 2008
•  Life and Death - Tuesday, March 11, 2008  
• Time Flies - Blue's Blues - Sunday, October 07, 2007
• Coming Home - Friday, March 02, 2007
• Marketing - Thursday, February 08, 2007
• A Change of Plans - Friday, January 26, 2007
• Delusions - Sunday, January 14, 2007
• And MORE FACTS - Saturday, January 13, 2007
• THE FACT IS - Saturday, January 13, 2007
• ILLEGAL - Friday, January 12, 2007
• What's New With Blue - Sunday, August 06, 2006
• Something Reminded Me Of This Tune . . . - Tuesday, July 25, 2006
• Blue Facts - Wednesday, May 24, 2006
• My Secret Obsession Erotic Lesbian Stories, Volume II - Sunday, May 21, 2006
• Loving Author's Den - Thursday, March 30, 2006
• - Blue Sleighty's Obsession - Tuesday, November 08, 2005
• Blue Sleighty Writes, Again! - Friday, October 14, 2005

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