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· Beneath the Paler Sun 2nd Release

· Ballyhoo! 2nd release

· Poetry Carnival

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· Carnival Nights PART 3

· Carnival Nights PART 2

· Tiger's Eye

· Sleep with one eye Open

· Carnival Nights PART 1

· Spectacular Attractions Offers More Than Spectaculars

· As Clear as Glass for Wabash Valley Shows

· Swan Song of the Bearcreek Country Fair

· Pappy: Interview with the Carny

· Columbines at Christmas

· Independence (1999)

· Never Witness Joplin

· I Wanna Live Life Again

· My Crystal ball sees only the Past

· Beware the Metal Boogieman

· Wreck

· Wertz's Bar

· Murky Dream

· Shuttin' These Words Down

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8/11/2005 2:05:43 PM
Still lost in a gray state of being. . .
So, it is now Thursday night. I've been waiting for this week to end. In fact, I've waited for every week to end these past couple of months.

My motivation is actually in the negative right now. So hard to care about things some times. Everything in this world has a catch and there is not one single thing that is ever perfect nor near perfection.

I am bored, bored and bored on top of that. I feel as though I'm lost somewhere out in this large world and need to find myself such as you would find your soulmate. Perhaps once I find my soul, I can find its mate.

I feel as though I'm new to the world and trying to learn to speak the language. I'm stuck on trying to pronounce and learn the definition of the word "Meaning" What is Meaning? Does it drive our life force? Does it matter to our dreams, to our loves and to our fears? What is it? I'm trying to find Meaning, but it just eludes me. Tricky little creature Meaning is.

Once again, I find myself sitting in front of this computer pondering over many things. Pondering over something said, something felt and days that are yet to be.

I'm just thankful that tomorrow is Friday and then can focus on the weekend. I'm hoping to go out this weekend, but time and fate has a funny way of changing plans or keeping them on course. All I can do, is sit back and just take life as it comes to me.

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More Blogs by Lori S. Maynard
• An empty Monday - Monday, May 06, 2013
• Infinite Pieces - Saturday, May 28, 2011
• Forgotten Words of a Tired Mind - Sunday, January 14, 2007
• The wind is strong - Monday, March 13, 2006
• Frozen Ghosts - Sunday, February 05, 2006
• In Life Again - Friday, January 20, 2006
• A Cold and Empty Wind - Wednesday, January 18, 2006
• Indecision - Saturday, January 14, 2006
• As the Pendulum Tumbles - Monday, January 09, 2006
• Another bridge slips below the waves - Friday, January 06, 2006
• Love after divorce? - Tuesday, November 29, 2005
• Yeah, it's Friday! - Friday, August 12, 2005
•  augh* - Thursday, August 11, 2005  
• What is Fate?? - Monday, August 08, 2005
• Dirty Chrome - Monday, June 06, 2005
• What to say? - Friday, April 29, 2005
• Another passing - Tuesday, December 28, 2004
• Solemn Week - Friday, October 22, 2004
• Wreck - Wednesday, October 13, 2004
• Another terrible day - Tuesday, October 12, 2004
• tired mind on tired day - Saturday, September 04, 2004

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