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Blogs by Diana J Legun
Dream
4/20/2012 3:35:16 PM
Thursday, May 17, 2007 7:08 am
In my dream last night I died. Drown in a massive tidal wave. Didn't feel the transition. Thought I was still alive, until I saw a newspaper and it showed me among the deceased, a photo of my face after death, but it wasn't me, I was blonde and looked like Reese Witherspoon. I could touch my loved ones physically in my afterlife state. They felt it deeply. I could love them still with more power than I could when I touched them in real life. That was thrilling to me to see the REAL power of love -- invisible, intangible power of love.
A huge tidal wave washed over me and I held my breath; when I emerged from the eternity of turbulance I thought I was still alive. There was no pain or journey. I saw all as it was. But when I walked through a wall and felt nothing at all, I knew I was in a different world. I wasn't scared. I was pained only by seeing my loved ones' faces learn of my death. If only they could know how fine I was. If only they could see I could now love them better and do more for them because I could see all of their lives happening at the same time, could know how to help. Could help because I could do anything/everything. I left them signs so they would know I was there, invisibly present. Perfumed my perfume in the air. An object place the way I would place it, when it wasn't before. I wasn't afraid for them because now I knew the afterlife was a better place, like all us undead people kept saying to each other for comfort.
It was comfort. It was perpetual equalness, balance, just rightness, absolutely everything was okay. I knew that, in this after-life state. I wished I could share that knowledge with these people who cried at the mention of my name. But they only can know when it's their turn to be here. The afterlife. Those silly teenagers are right, after all. -- Nothing matters. -- Everything's fine. What is the worst that could happen? You could die. And that's not the worst that can happen. Never knowing that nothing matters, everything is okay...is the worst that can happen.
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