Only Want To Use Me
by Carissa J. Brookens
Thursday, July 08, 2004
Rated "PG" by the Author.
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Sorry I can't really explain this one.
It's a true event that happened to me.
I truly hope this explains itself.
If not, just ask, I'll answer your questions.
You use me and abuse me
And you donít give a damn about my feelings.
You havenít talked me for days,
And I know I shouldnít care,
But I do cuz I really donít know what I did.
You came home screaming at me the other night,
And I took so much before I walked out on you,
But I came back like I always do.
Than out of the blue you talked to me tonight,
I didnít know why at the time, but I sure do now.
You wanted to use me,
Just long enough to make yourself feel better,
Than you threw me aside like a piece of trash.
I shouldnít care, but I do,
And even though I donít show it
The things you do and say hurt me a lot.
Iíve done everything I could to make you happy,
But itís never been enough.
Iíve never been good enough for you.
It makes me think Iím not good enough for anyone.
I'm walking around so damn lost,
Holding everything I feel deep down
And never saying a word,
Cuz Iíve learned again and again
Not to speak unless Iím spoken too.
Right after you threw me aside like a piece of trash,
You stopped speaking to me again.
I donít understand it anymore,
If thatís all you want me for,
Why do you let me go
And get a whore or even a slut?
Itís obvious you donít care about me
And that you donít love me,
But I still I sit here
And let you dish out all your shit to me.
I told myself I wouldnít let you make me cry again,
But here I sit tonight, crying tears I canít control.
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|Reviewed by Regis Auffray
|This is sad but sadly, true. I know that of which you write. Love, peace and strength to you, Carissa. Regis|
|Reviewed by Paul Berube
No one deserves to be treated that way. I admire you for your strength in being able to write this. It must have been very hard to do but that is a good sign of healing.
|Reviewed by Ch'erie de Perrot
|Please read my last write," Surreptitious
It may help.
Abuse is not tolerable no matter what excuse is given.