Hmm…maybe I want forever?
Maybe tomorrow is just the big step…
…the step into existence?
…the step into living and breathing again?
Breathing like never before!
Clean, crisp air!
Filled with the scent of roses and lilies…
And the music playing is enchanting, just like always…
Always, just like you.
You’re beautiful eyes and movements.
Living is a new sensation in it’s self!
Fresh and beautiful,
Like every morning and day and night with you.
I said I wanted tomorrow and not forever
Maybe…maybe I want my forever; not just yours?
But that would make you wrong.
I could take a step.
Oh, how daring!
But stepping is too new an experience.
To much emotion and to much possibility.
So, I’m afraid of tomorrow without you?
Will I ever figure this out?
Forgive me if I break your heart….
Forgive me if I let you go…
Dancing is a wanted movement
It feels so free and so alive –
But maybe, I just want to dance?
I can feel it alone. I can whirl about until my head spins
And I fall alone, without your arms to catch me…
…I miss you.
What if…if…he’s the one for me and you’re…you are…
Jennie Harris – 11:48 PM – Written to I Miss You by Blink 182 – On August 16th, 2004