by sara a. c.q.
Saturday, November 16, 2002
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My eyes, now red
overflow with ceaseless tears
The anguish in my heart,
is ripping at me,
like a slaghtered cow.
Death, my hopeful wish,
cause anything would be better than this;
This desolate country,
barren of the fruits which made me human.
Alone in a world filled with beings,
that neither see nor hear me.
I cannot scream, cannot laugh, just cry.
Love passed me a century ago
Now only Loneliness's cruel face of blankness
stares at me.
I see Him everytime I open my eyes,
Idon't open them anymore.
Will someone ever come to help me?
Will Love's beautiful face and laughter,
ever reach me?
She will never find me in my corner of life.
Though i patrol the streets of this game
I feel like i'm in a dense dark closet,
at the very bottom among the most hated in society.
I can't take this shit.
I'm going to push my way past this desolation.
And break down this barrier,
this brick wall that holds me in.
I will be free once again!
Look someone with silvery wings
is coming towards me.
He is so beautiful.
He helps me knock off the last remaining dust.
I am free
I can laugh
I am loved.
I cherish the precious times we spend together,
I remember and love his scent;
which is like a sweet mixture of beauty and devilish innocence.
He's an Angel.
There were many interested faces in my life,
but none were interesting enough to hold my interest.
He amuses me.
He is the one i'll consider first in time of need,
but last in time of trouble.
A new being is born,
better than before; with someone to love.
All everyone ever needs is love.
I'm alive and well because of this shining stranger.
The Love within me grows daily thanks to Him.
By Sara C.Q.