I used to think I wasn’t meant to be for this world,
It seemed like everything and everyone was leaving me and hating me.
I used to smile when I remembered your body next to mine,
We were melting together as one.
I used to cry when I thought about everything happened in the past,
Now my eyes are empty, no more tears left to spill.
I used to say how much you meant to me,
Now I can’t get the words out anymore.
I used to be like someone else wanted me to be,
Now I’m who I want to be.
I used to dream of our feature, together with you,
It seemed like we would be together forever.
I used to laugh when I heard something funny,
Now I’ve lost my smile, can’t laugh like I used to anymore.
I used to think of anybody I loved,
Now there just a few people to think about left.
I used to smile when I heard the birds singing their songs,
Now it doesn’t mean much to me anymore.
I used to cry when I thought about you,
Leaving me so sudden I couldn’t even say goodbye.
I used to say what I was dreaming of,
Now I’ve lost most of my dreams.
I used to be a happy person,
Now I’m only pretending.
I used to dream a dream,
But now there are only nightmares.
I used to laugh when I saw your smile,
Now your smile isn’t here anymore.