I walk around with the two faces of me, The person I was born and the person I thought people wanted me to be.
I changed my name to fit in and find freinds and a male companion who was true or at least that's what I wanted them to be.
Things are different from the life I thought I escaped.
More drama, more lies, more abuse, no trust just hate.
I look in the mirror and what do I see?
The two faces of me,
The person I was born and the person I pretended to be.
I've learned from those two faces of deceit.
I must grow into the being God made from birth.
Carolyn was the person I became to escape my past to have freinds and be loved by a man.
I wasn't loving myself.
Carol Renee' Dye is the person I was born yet didn't like so I kept running cause I was afraid of who I felt I wasn't.
Now I must shed those two faces of me I want to learn to love, honor, and respect me for who I am.
So with a smile and faith in the King I no longer need those two faces of me
Just call me Carol Renee'.