Battle

your mouth says yes,
your heart says maybe,
but your face.. your eyes...
say no

the battle you wage
between what you want
and what you think you can have..
goes on

the fear of more regrets
is no foundation for making decisions.
if you don't believe in your "self "
and live your life
happiness will never come

even though I want you here,
half of you
is like a fireplace with no fire
or autumn without the smells

be confident in yourself
and live your own life
I cannot love half of you.. fully
and the distance between us
grows further ever day
and soon I fear
no love
will be able to survive
this void...