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This is just a poem that I wrote when I thought about commiting suicide...people have been encouraging me...and all the encouragement has removed the thought of suicide...thank God!!

What am I gonna do
This storm I just can't seem to get through
I'm ready to put my life on the line
I'm tired of waiting all the time
People really dont seem to care anymore
I feel like going in my room and closing the door
Never wanting to come out, im not hungry, don't feed me
Never coming out because no one needs me
I love everyone with all my heart and soul
But I'm telling you the enemy is tryin to take control
He is tryin to win, but after all I'm going to be the winner in the end
There are some people I want to see
People like DeAndre and Angie B.
Especially Angie B. because she seemed to be the only that understood me
She is the one that completes me
I'm comtemplating on takin my life away
But I'm too scared so I put it off everyday
I'm so scared...
So this pain I will bear
Because I know when my time has truly come...
Ill be home with My Heavenly Father...He is the One!!!!