Feeling No-ways Tired

By Dr. Shalomim Y. HaLahawi Copyright 2012. All rights Reserved

I've lived for Yahwah Elah, now for 35 years long.

I suffered and struggled from child to adult, trying so hard to stay strong

Born with imperfection, ailed to the least of the best

Sitting by the sidelines more so, yet still getting no rest

The pain was at times soo brutal..So much the morning low

Time traveled by so fast, yet the sorrow was dull and slow

I picked up my life, each time I felt it fall

and while the struggles of death be upon me, I still heard his call

I had no one to hold me, nor comfort the darknest night

Even in the calmest of day, I had soo many battles to fight

Feelings of throwing in the towel, and laying my own self into the ground

But something in my spirit just kept holding me, saying you must fight another round

and while death has stared me in the face, like 3 times a lady

It has no power to take me away, because of Elah, the one who made me

And despite the trials and trbulations, that many could never endure

I'm still here alive and well, with a vision so strong and pure

My Ex wives may have forsaken me, As my family turned their face

but despite me being the last car to start, I'm still winning this race

And like the Elder Lady testifed when I was a child, in me she did inspired

Despite the road I've traveled, " I FEEL NO WAYS TIRED"

Because:

I've come too far from where I started from..... and Nobody Told me, that this lifes road would be easy....But I don't believe Elah brought me this far...to leave me!!!

Despite the surgeries and the complications it has bought

and all the nausiousness and vomiting, and pain so bad when i walk

Despite the days i have to just sit or lay in my bed

I keep my head up high, trusting in the promise Elah said

Like a suffering servant, bruised, wounded in sorrow and in pain

I look ahead to the future, for what I am about to gain

I may not have a huge congregation as those before so well and great

I may have enemies on all my sides and many reasons for those to hate

I may not be the great physician, wealthy as all the rest

Yet despite my struggles, despite my dispair, I always give my best

The Vision may be taking a slow turn, to take root and manifest in my life

But I always put my trust in Yahwah, and for him I always strive

This road surely isnt easy, it has suprises that catches me off guard

I may slip and fall sometimes at all, some falls may be very hard

but i pick myself back up and I brush the dust off clean

And I walk the Way That I was called, With Elah on my team

And lo at the finish line, I feel rugged from the long race aquired

I hold up my hand in victory, because I still feel noways tired

Because:

I've come too far from where I started from..... and Nobody told me, that this lifes road would be easy.....But I don't believe Elah brought me this far....To forsake, abondoned or Leave me!!!

So when others dismiss me, saying I am not the One whose called

That whatever buildings I try to build, my wallls will surely fall

They say Edenic Kingdom ideology, is just a fanatic wish

They think I am just all tallk and no action, A leader whose easily squished

They show so much contempt, They'd love to see me die

yet the more they try to hinder me, the more they see me rise

And yet the life I've endured, from earth and down to Hell

Everyone is looking amazed now in , at the global level I somehow excelled

How could such a little man, with some much problems in his life and health

Become that sacred Holy One, Chosen by Elah above all else

Well the prophets do not lie, when the revelation they speak and show

that the one whose will be the greatest of all, is one whose been the most low

and so I stand here today, with many wounds of life I've Aquired

As Prophet, Priest and Elect One ofElah, "still feeling no ways tired"

Because:

I've come too far from where I started from..... and Nobody Told me, that this lifes road would be easy....But I don't believe Elah brought me this far...to leave me!!!

Yet I truly believe he brought me this far, because he ANOINTED and CHOSE ME!!

To Elahin:

Thank you Yahwah Elahin, my Eternal Father and Mother!! Theres none like you..No other greater than you...No one who is above you or more imporant than you in my life...You are my life, my soul, my hopes, my dreams and my Everything. Everything I strive for in Life, I strive to make you proud of me....My Earthly Father may never be proud of me or care for anything I do...My Earthly Mother my careless of all I strive for...My family and friends may never appreciate all I have accomplished and may never support anything I do. And There may be many who desire only to see me fail..But You oh Elah makes all the difference in the World to me...Its your approval, its your encouragement and its your comfort and guidance that keeps me going and that gives me value in life....And in the End, all that will matter is that I have made you two proud of me!!! When I return unto you, all I seek is to congradulated in mission accomplished and very well done my Son....Thats all my life is about, making you two proud of ME!!!!

B'ruch et Shem Kadsho Yahweh et Chockimah Elohim!!!

By Dr.Shalomim Y. HaLahawi, Rabi-Kohan, Prophetic Priest and Physician of Elah!!!