Inside every man is a father hidden by the myth that men don't cry and it is left to the mothers the illusion that they are the only ones that really care.
The myth also said that men were the providers, the stronger ones, the life warriors that children will lean on and take as a roll-model of what they were supposed to be when becoming grownups.
Then it came the right of the mother to have or have not, to cut short the symbiosis of mother-child without a thought to the pain of the father.
And then...there was the soldiers coming home in 1965 and found an empty womb...

Please, hear the accompany music to its bitter end, it is the story about a dead son.

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Inside the shadows that are wrapping my sorrows
I know that somewhere is waiting your little soul
for the father that could not reach his son in time
to stop cruel hands that were cutting your life off,
those hands not only pulled the heart from my chest
leaving no able to be filled deep in me a bitter hole.

The rage have tinted my eyes with hues of revenge,
cannot see, you left behind a world covered in blood
and a cold silence, sharper than the steel scalpel
that suddenly one day for no reason cut my voice
so when calling, I couldn’t pronounce your name
because I was so late one day returning from a war.

They tell, “hate will consume you, eat from inside,”
but maybe hate kept me from opening the final door
which denies the all Almighty God of His will…
as He negated the will of a humble powerless father
that was left inside the heavy shadows of sorrows,
because he arrived on day, to late to save his son.