AuthorsDen.com   Join Free! | Login    
   Popular! Books, Stories, Articles, Poetry
Where Authors and Readers come together!

SIGNED BOOKS    AUTHORS    eBOOKS new!     BOOKS    STORIES    ARTICLES    POETRY    BLOGS    NEWS    EVENTS    VIDEOS    GOLD    SUCCESS    TESTIMONIALS

Featured Authors:  David Gelber, iJoyce Scarbrough, iAlan Greenhalgh, iDavid Hamilton, iJeff Mason, iBrad Kennedy, iShoma Mittra, i

  Home > Relationships > Poetry
Popular: Books, Stories, Articles, Poetry     

C. Nichols

· + Follow Me
· Contact Me
· Sponsor Me!
· Articles
· Poetry
· 120 Titles
· 295 Reviews
· Save to My Library
· Share with Friends!
·
Member Since: Jul, 2006

C. Nichols, click here to update your pages on AuthorsDen.




Featured Book
Zara's Bois
by Gracie McKeever

When the powers-that-be make the decision to return a selfish party-girl, Zara, to Earth on three missions of redemption, can romance and mayhem be far behind? One hot an..  
BookAds by Silver
Gold and Platinum Members


Alone In the Crowded Room
by C. Nichols
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Rated "PG" by the Author.
Share   Print  Save   Follow
Recent poems by C. Nichols
•  To Find Forget
•  A Brief History
•  Rainswept
•  Ode to Simple Minds
•  i miss my love
           >> View all 118

I hear a dozen different voices commenting

As I’m alone again to sort out my fears of you

I hear you’re running somewhere or nowhere or

& I forget just where we were to begin with

I’m out in the darkness of another starless night

Some octopus armed guy with a Cheshire smile

Stands in the shadows to try to talk to me

Saying if I was his girl I’d never be here alone

In that moment the ache for you becomes a wound

Pulling up a barstool & drowning out the neon light

I wonder how and why & what could have made me

Ever care so much what someone else does

The voices all around us never stop talking

Tearing us apart in so many words

Because it’s so much easier to just be alone

Our friends know me and you, but they can’t fathom us

The clock ticks slowly measuring the minutes

I want to think of anything but us missing the time

We used to take, the love we used to make

Before tearing it all into uneven pieces & scattering
My understanding out in jagged scraps on the floor

So I try to remember just how good it feels in your arms

Even though I’m already cold again & I don’t know when

They’ll be wide open & waiting for me

Somehow it all seems so silly that the days that pass

When I don’t see you seem so empty,

When I was just fine before I knew you,

I’d made my life carved out of the hollows

& I never feared empty days and nights of my perdition

Darts whiz out into the smoky air until I lose

My cool & I can only wonder why I am always waiting

For the days & nights where I am welcome in your heart

Looking out through the double panes of glass

Like a puppy dog in a window whimpering

Until I hate myself for this ridiculous wanting of anything

Outside of myself, outside of my own four walls

Your roommate is in my ear again and he’s cutting us

Down to little morsels & swallowing us whole

He’s always saying you’re probably not the type to hold on

So I’d better not be holding my heart in my hands

& then my heart is in my throat and I wonder just why

You’re not here to make them all stop talking us to death

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 



Want to review or comment on this poem?
Click here to login!


Need a FREE Reader Membership?
Click here for your Membership!


Reviewed by Liana Margiva 2/24/2009
EXCELLENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HEAVENLY BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!! VERY TALENTED!!!!!!!!!!!! Liana Margiva
Reviewed by Karen Palumbo 2/19/2009
How solemly deeply seeded this one is and your internalized sadness speaks volumes...

Be always safe,
Karen
Reviewed by Edwin Hurdle 2/19/2009
A well written poem with deep feelings of hreatbreak,take care

Edwin
Reviewed by 000 000 2/18/2009
The heartache of broken love..memories and regrets. A writing many have sufferred
Popular Poetry (Relationships)
  1.  Heavenly
  2.  Checkmate
  3.  Helix or Vortex? That is the question ...
  4.  star.DUST
  5.  Another Lesson From A Dog
  6.  Momma's Boy
  7.  Life As I Now Know It
  8.  My Buddy
  9.  X-Factor
  10.  The Minimalist

Y.O.U. & The Ultimate Life Tool by Zannah Hackett

Winner of the 2010 Los Angeles Book Festival! What if you could understand a person by just looking at them? What if you knew what to expect from them in terms of performance, neve..  
BookAds by Silver, Gold and Platinum Members

Authors alphabetically: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z

Featured Authors | New to AuthorsDen? | Add AuthorsDen to your Site
Share AD with your friends | Need Help? | About us


Problem with this page?   Report it to AuthorsDen
AuthorsDen, Inc. All rights reserved.