Down to the core I feel hollow inside
I dont care anymore and I dont know why,
its as if I've lost my whole entire mind
Will my friends and family miss me when I die?
I'm telling the truth this is no lie
I cant even shed a single tear down from my eye,
I think to myself why am I like this?
I question myself what did I do to deserve this?
Curse,that God bestowed upon me
He said"it was too late,i'm so very sorry",
From the time you were a baby to the age of 18
this spell will make you crazy slowly losing your sanity.
And as it sinks in I feel just like a little child
abandoned in the streets with nowhere to go no home,
my only friend is this old man Jai who steals
pies from the bakery everday and night.
The one main thing that keeps me at peace
is my acoustic guitar with only 5-strings,
but i'll still play all day long
until i've run out of songs to sing.
Now I think back to the past when I was only fourteen
everything was perfect the just right scene,
back in Japan at my house in the backyard
a family barbeque we had a good start.
It felt like nothing would ever go wrong
but then the darkness in my heart had tooken control,
blinded my eyes and locked away my soul
my dreams became nightmares I shout"oh!please god no!"
But it was already too late
I was already gone,
lost in this world
the forgotten one.
I'll always be hollow
no one can save me,
the only thing you'll find
are my random mood swings.
Living in the USA
there's only one thing that'll cause my dismay,
to all my friends and famliy
fuck them all,fuck them all I say.
ITS too laaaaaaaate!!!