by Randy Fryar
Wednesday, October 03, 2001
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A man finally decided to face the realities of love looking into his own mirror
I'm afraid of you so I shy away from you, Eventhough I know down in my soul you're my protector my emotional hero you could never hurt God sent you into my life to heal, The fear of dealing with and without you scares me too, Miraculously without you asking or me telling…..you always seem to know how and what I feel
I'm afraid because you have much too much control, Over the important parts of me, Your name lay constantly on my lips, thoughts of you stay on my mind, and the love you give from your heart to mine has completed me made me whole
I'm afraid to lose you but I'm not sure how to keep you, Prayers every night dreaming all of my life… asking God to send me Ms Right, You're here and I seem to be ever in denial as all the while every fiber of my being is screaming "I need you", Not sure what's wrong with me but I'll ask him when I say a prayer for you and I tonight
I'm afraid that I'll never be what you deserve…not perfect enough, Ironically perfection is the last thing you'd ever want in a man, All you've ever asked is that communication stay open, and that he show you love, Be there to face life's uncertainties with you and let his heart care no more than all it can
I'm afraid of the easy way you love me unconditionally, Because for the first time I'm getting love the way that I give love and damn!….. it feels alright, I'm afraid that you'll go away and my soul will never again be happy, I'm afraid most of all that amidst my fears, and my issues with no answers that I'll forget to show you how blessed I know that I am to have you in my life
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|Reviewed by Patrice T (Reader)
|A VERY INTERESTING PIECE. I REALLY IDENTIFIED WITH IT. IT WAS AS IF IT WAS WRITTEN TO ME. I CAN ONLY HOPE TO FIND SOMEONE WITH A TRUE SENSE OF RELATIONSHIP THAT YOU HAVE TOUCHED ON IN THIS WORK OF ART. ORIGINAL, HONEST AND OH SO CURRENT EVEN THOUGH ITS WHAT... NINE YEARS OLD?? MAY YOU REAP MANY BENEFITS FROM THIS AND MAY YOU GET EVERYTHING YOU DESERVE IN LIFE! GOOD JOB!|