Someone once told me
God himself picked you specially
Then I had to ask myself
If so did he
There was a reason
I questioned his heart
I lied so close to death more than once
My husband never left me
Nor my children
God held their hands
He watched over me
I am still here
When he took my Brother instead of me
My heart was ripped out
I cried out why not me
He watched over me
I grew tired and wanted to go
He told me no
It’s not time for you to go
Instead he sent Angels to my bed
My Father and my Brother
They told me
Others needed me
I beg them not to leave me
My Father whispered
You are my strength
They both kissed me
Then faded away
God gave me peace
I gained back my strength
Though the Cancer was still inside of me
God touched me once more
He brings me remission
I fought to stand on my feet
I walked again in his light
Fearing no evil
My promise to my Brother
In his death
Gave to me another day
God he was watching over me
For
My Mother needs me
My Brothers children need me
For
God also took their Mother
Instead of me
I began to write again
The inspiration of God himself and his deeds
Flourished in my heart
I was thankful
Then the Cancer spread
This time the surgery takes my sight
I was angry
Yet determined
Not to fail those in worry
I fought with all my might
God watched over me
Again he gave me remission
Though he left me almost totally blind
Again I stood on my feet
I walked in the shadow of the Angel’s
Who watch over me beside God himself?
Today I have learned to take nothing for granted
To cherish each and every breath given me
For
I walk in the light of the shadows of death
God watching over me
I give not only my heart to thee
I live to write
Instilled inside of me Gods inspiration
Those I have chosen my friends
I will take their memories with me
When God comes forth for me
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