I hate the illusion of friendship
That some can contrive
To gain their own advantage.
I would rather have nothing
Than sell the chalice of trust
I have guaranteed.
I am happier—
Knowing that all the honours
And wealth
I could have had
Would be delusively obtained.
I cannot cheat or lie,
But I am far from weak—
I can see into the most
Carefully hidden worlds
Of conscience-ridden guilt
And compromised deceit
That anyone can find.
Yet, I am no poorer
By my honesty
In the true rewards of life:
Even at the expense
Of what others might imagine.
This centre of peace and joy
Within my heart,
Will still be with me—
Even if I should suffer
(Which I do not)
For being innocent!