I'm sat all on my own again
I don't want to have fun anymore
All I want to do is reminisce
About my only love I let walk out the door.

I keep thinking about you
It's like a balm that eases the pain
It soothes my heartache
Until bitter, cruel reality sets in again.

I want to forget about you
Because I'm never going to see you again
I want to push you out of my mind
But every time I try to do that I only pretend.

I hate myself for feeling this
For loving you as much as I do
But no matter how hard I try
I can never seem to get over you.

Although time has passed by
Nothing at all has ever changed
I still love you with all of me
And that love can never be rearranged.

I once thought I was over you
But time has shown me how I really feel
And now that you're not here
All these emotions I have to conceal.

I see your face pass me by
And I feel so much joy in my heart
Then it fades away again
And I feel ashamed and so torn apart.

I hear your voice when I'm lonely
Calming my mind, soothing my soul
And I cannot help but wonder
Why after so long you still have control.

All these illusions confuse me
I cannot tell dreams from reality anymore
I can't help feeling dazed
Because I imagine faces I knew before.

I'll never see you again
I know that's so unbearably true
But I keep daydreaming one day
I will once again get to see you.

How come I still love you
Even though it has been ever so long?
Am I just going crazy
Or does this mean you are my one?