Fell BLESSED that at least you HAD a first love.. I have never had such a glorious experience..I know I know..the pain's no fun however even the pain is a sweet kind of pain isn't it?
Oh well, perhaps in another time and existence I may be blessed with a first love..
..be grateful for you have 'lived' much because of her ( still ARE) just look at what you have created because of HER.. :)))
My first "love" I can recall vividly. She was in grade one and I in grade two. I can still see her wearing a white blouse, short red and black plaid skirt, white tights, black shoes and her short dark hair with bangs. Her name was Louisette. She never hurt me except when her family moved; I was devastated. I've had other loves since then and I can relate to what you express as it applies to more than one of them. Thank you, Rockie. Love and peace to you,
We never forget our first love. Mine left me and moved to Australia. I ended up getting a very bad ulcer that is still around. It is better to have loved than not loved. Even though it hurts like a knife the experience is worth the pain. Take care, ~Chessly