And I hate being the one,
Always being held back.
The one people believe to be empty.
The one who feels nothing,
When really all I feel is the hurt,
Again and again.
For once I want to be the one
with the happy ending.
For me it’s not a fight,
I’m trying to win.
It’s my feelings and they don’t just come and go,
As they are nothing.
They are real.
And I need you to know,
I’ve never been the one to fall for a guy,
I barely knew.
I fell for you.
So I’m done pretending I don’t care.
I’m sick of saying it doesn’t matter.
Because I can’t just give up.
I sorry that you’re my friend,
And you have feelings for him too.
But I can’t just forget he exists.
If you were my friend you’d realize,
That I have thoughts about the same guy as you.
And I can’t just act as if he doesn’t matter.
I’m sorry but I need you to realize my feelings are real too.