My heart rises like the sun
And bursts into trillions of bright stars,
Firecrackers exploding continuously,
Skyrocketing to the moon
Of another planet
My heart is a tiny seed chanting,
Let me grow strong roots like you,
Let me blossom into a mighty garden like you,
Let me spread sweet fragrance like you
If my heart were an icy glacier
It would melt quickly,
As if left in the Sahara Desert
On its hottest day
If my heart were a flat rock
It would skip and leap on water
Reaching across to the far bank
Of the Amazon River
My heart worships you
As a flower worships the sun
Mesmerized by his beauty,
Or the way music worships the ears
Saying - hear me,
Or the way the tide worships the beach saying -
Let me merge with you,
Each wave spilling itself entirely as a misfit
Meant to walk on land
My heart laughs
In endless mirth
As if engorged on comedy -
Giggling in bliss as if there were something insanely funny
About nirvana itself
My heart cries infinite tears -
All glistening back in a river of love
Ready to wash your lotus feet
My heart dancing as Lord Shiva
A thousand different ancient dances of birth and death,
Dancing like the tides around the earth
Reaching up to touch the moon,
Or the wind dancing through a cave
Howling, wailing, to be heard
My heart aches to be a precious Campaka flower,
For the one who is especially fond,
If my heart would become such a flower
I would garland all the blooms
And adorn your beautiful neck,
My exquisite fragrance would linger just for you
Or if my heart were to become a precious Kadamba flower
My petals would fall at your lotus feet
And prostrate again and again and again….
My heart falls so completely
Like a ship sinking into the mysterious abyss of the ocean,
Deeper still, where no light can penetrate
And even silence has incompressible silence
My heart offers itself like hands
Palms up and held together saying
I give this to you, I entrust it to you completely
My heart is a Bar-headed Goose
Soaring over the incomparable Himalayans
With majestic wings spread wide,
Carefree and in wonderment
My heart bends like a tree cut in the solid wind
Crashing down in prostration at your holy feet
Branches pointed above my head,
Roots pointed below my feet – in utter gratitude
……………when looking at you…………….
613 Om kavyalapa-vinodinyai namah……… I bow down to Devi who delights in hearing poetry.