I'm stuck in this game with nothing but shame that simply your name brings tears to my eyes when I think of the lies I told to you and you told to me it ain't hard to see that we had chemistry but it's over and done, we had some fun. I gotta move on cuz the love is gone. From the beginning it was nothing but lust with no kinda trust. I don't think you realizethat everytime you apologize it loses it's meaning and yet you still got me fyning for your toch. All these mixed emotions is just too much. Sometime I feel like I still got love for you but I don't. I still wanna be with you but I won't. But I stiil need you by my side to hold me close when I cried andeven though it was you who caused my tears you were still there to fight my fears. And I know its not right to be with him and still have you but like you already know I didn't know what to do. and it breaks my heart when you act like you don't care then say that it's not fair how we're drifting apart and I've left you with a broken heart. I'm so confusedwith all of this pain and frustration when all I wannw feel is your penetration. But it's all bullshit now and I don't know how to move on and remain strong when we're not together but it's whatever cuz I know in my heart that it is for the better.