Like clock work....
Appear to make an appearance unwarranted
Thinking that the drive bys might justify your past still recognizable
Undeniable I am I know
But you and the truth of it all need to come as one...
Two months flown by, you still try to make up for lost time I've never paid attention to
When I said never again I meant this was the end
Our union dismantled two years prior
A day of joy and relevation, no more false accusations no more lies to depend on no more you...
But every two to three months you reappear like clock work, like orbital rotation, like your presence was requested
So you small talk just to feel me out, to hear if I have anything positive to say
I entertain the game and reconsider the old flame until you get too personal and behave like a friend...like an ex boyfriend
Our existence is not existent since 2007 but you convince yourself otherwise
Why lie to yourself.... is the new young woman in your life aware that she has an untrustworthy individual on her hands
You want me to extend a hand and shake yours in the name of forgiveness and I laugh
You must not get it...
Your reappearing acts have no affect on the determing factor I've already enacted...
Can I give anymore grave detail about this situation that I can't allow to continue to linger in the back of our minds?
So two months from now will you call or text again under false pretinces like clock work?
Or will you finally face the brutality of the reality you are responsible for, it has to be accounted for someday soon
Cause you and I are of no more to explore or adore no there's no more
The conclusion was not an illusion
I agreed you obliged, I tried you denied, we fought I cried, you cheated yourself out of a fulfilling life but remember you chose that course out of weakness...
And like clock work I'll continue to reject your unwelcomed entrance