To cry yourself to sleep at night, there is no way out nowhere to escape. Help me please, feels like my brain is having an earthquake. Am I asleep or dreaming during the day, letting go of my reality trying to feel my way through life's existence. Am I going anywhere feels like I'm standing still, this life can't be real. I am so, so sad and my soul feels lonely and cold, and my age feels so old. Who am I? And why am I being punished for something that I don't even remenber. Is my past life evils haunting me, will I even exel. Am I fooling myself, dreaming a whole life away. Dreaming about future happiness that will never come to life, living in a reality of daydreams and superficial scenes. ~ WAKE UP!!! AND START LIVING, YOU'RE NOT LIVING LIFE YOU'RE LIVING DAYDREAMS~