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Wonder Why.
by Bella Smith

Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Rated "G" by the Author.
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Who knew something so small could change everything?


And they wonder why,
I hate my life.
With you it’s like,
A never ending fight.
It’s a nightmare,
The same dream,
In my head,
Keeps stirring.
Does he ever stop?
Does he ever leave?
Answer my wish,
I’m begging you please!
All he does is bitch and yell.
It gives me a few stories,
I’ve yet to tell.
Let me get away.
Just for a few days.
Why did he even have to come back?
I hate it here.
That’s a fact.
Why did he leave,
When he never stayed?
And why even care,
When all they did was leave me here.
They didn’t care his effect on us.
I guess, they’d rather make him happy.
 I guess it’s a must.
It’s insane,
I have no words,
To explain what I am trying to say.
He needs to go.
He’s hurting me.
With all his names,
He doesn’t care.
Sometimes I just need to disappear.
Let me go.
Trust I’ll come back.
Just give me time,
To get over this dream,
This fear,
The reason I cry out all these tears!
I hate him more,
Than I could explain.
All he does is cause me pain.
This boy,
This guy,
Is far from sane.
He’s the reason I love the rain.
Hiding my cries,
My lonely moments.
From you.
Trying to find a way out.
It’s what this verse is all about.
I want to run.
And escape this hell!
Find a way,
To ignore their yells.
Please just hear me!
Grant me a wish.
Please, they wonder why,
I’ve turned out like this.
My mind screwed up.
Left and alone.
I’m like a dog,
Who’s lost a bone.
Weird to cry,
But it’s a way to try.
Just free my spirit,
My body can stay.
Just please I’m begging,

End this pain.  

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Reviewed by Karen Vanderlaan 10/21/2008
ouch--this strong write expressed such deep pain--well written

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