There’s No Escape
There’s no escape
Escape from your mind
Let the pain develop
Everything you know falls behind
Falling into the abyss
You try to help me
But you only make things worse
Once again you’re in my mind
I’ve always wanted to know what goes on inside
Oh my God, what have I become?
A monster inside of me, a fight to overcome
Screams of agony from your hearse
I wake from your dream
Now my broken heart and your scattered curse
Back to myself again!
The agony of your loss
The swift, the air is cold
I feel your neck, there is no pulse
Hands that used to hold
What’s happening to me?
I’m dying on the inside
I hear your screams of agony
Or am I already gone?
The angels from above carry me away
Or is it you that they carry?
Flowers laid out for you
But is it you that I bury?
I’d sacrifice everything if I only knew
I can do no more
But this monster inside of me
The pain rises again!
Left in this crazed stupor,
Waiting to kill myself
Or have you already done this?
I watch as my life passes by
Where will I go?
Letting go and not knowing why
Who will I hurt?
What is it like to die?
Clinging to this moments
Putting the past behind me
Your life, such a waste
So this stage of our life is over
The church doors close
I step out and bid you farewell
The last time you’ll ever know
Now my steady hands,
I place this gun to my chin
I weep knowing that you’re dead
Even though I knew you’d win
I still put this bullet in my head