Sarah had just reunited with an old crush and was totally falling for him. He was better looking than John F. Kennedy Jr. She hadn’t seen him in ten years and he was more handsome than ever. Sarah knew there was a chance that he would get in her pants and run but she couldn’t resist. He had the most beautiful eyes she had ever seen, and a very fit physique. He was so funny and had the sexiest smile.

 The last date was the most erotic of all. Sarah stopped at her house after school and freshened up. She knew how important hygiene is when you are intimate with someone. She put her vanilla lotion all over her body. She had thoughts of stopping over nude in a trench coat but thought maybe that would be too much. She decided on a black lace thong and new matching lace bra. She had bought a new dress and decided to wear it that afternoon to seduce her love. The dress was loose fitting like a baby doll dress, just above the knees. It had a V neck that enhanced Sarah’s best feature. Her breast were pushed up in a miracle bra and looked delicious with the sparkles from her lotion.

 Since she was dressed up in a dress, she decided the hair would be up, exposing her neck and shoulders. When she got to his house it was 4pm in the afternoon. When he opened the door he was shaking from the excitement of seeing Sarah’s cleavage. He pulled her close to his body and immediately started kissing her neck. She wanted him so bad and started taking his clothes off.  He thought she had a cute little butt, and it aroused him to look at it. Sarah was so scared because it was that day that she saw fireworks. She was so connected to him and knew he felt the same.

 She couldn’t stop thinking of all the passion she felt with this handsome man. He made her feel like a beautiful woman for the very first time in her life. He didn’t tell her she was fat and needed to get to the gym. He didn’t put her down and say she was stupid. In fact- everything was picture perfect.  The 30 minutes that they spent alone was the best 30 minutes of Sarah’s life.  When she got home reality set in. She could never really have a relationship with him because she would never see him. That is why no woman has gotten to his heart. He can’t let them in because he would have to leave them all the time. It wasn’t his fault that his job required him to travel all over the world with no strings attached.

He knew eventually he would have to settle down but wasn’t quite ready. Sarah just wanted one more date before he left for good, but he kept avoiding her. His friends said it wasn’t Sarah but his job.  Was it the job, or did he not care at all? The last date made Sarah’s feelings stronger. They were both sober and it was day light. He saw her naked and didn’t judge, but loved every inch of her body.  Maybe someday she can go on but for now she thinks about their memories of love, and passion. 

Valentines Day won’t be easy for people that have no one to love. Sarah decided she would get totally drunk on Bloody Marys in the morning then sleep during the day and night.  She met her Irish girlfriend at the local bar and started drinking shots and Bloody Mary’s at 9am. By one in the afternoon they were completely smashed. Everything would have been fine except Sarah’s love that was supposed to be gone walks in. He is holding hands with Sarah's best friend Chloe.

 Sarah threw up on Chloe and left the bar crying. What they had was so special. Sarah felt his heart and they intertwined as one. She thought she would never feel love again. How could he be so into Sarah and Chloe at the same time? That wasn't love after all. It was just a very hot fling that will never happen again.  On her way home a blue car stopped. She was drunk, pissed, and tired.  The guy that opened the door was the new guy in her class. He was from Canada and didn’t know anyone.  He got to know Sarah very well that night as she was in no condition to be driving. She was in the mood for revenge love and rocked his world. After that night she never thought about her last passionate love affair again.

She knew now that wasn’t love at all but just training for the big one.  She realized that she would get her heart broken before the right one came along. Her husband met her at her lowest. He accepted her the way she was and stood by her for the rest of her life. Sarah didn’t marry a perfect prince after all. They can look good on the outside but if the inside isn’t good looking you’re screwed. She decided to marry someone better. She married her very best friend.  ~Peace~

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