Just another day without you. When I wake up in the morning, I don't even get out of bed. I lay there for a long time just thinking about what I did wrong and what I could have done differently. I could have changed your mind. I know it. If only I tried a little harder or had been a little nicer...I don't know.
I feel broken and weak. I feel worthless and low. You left me and I can't get you back. I miss you. You said you loved me and only me. You lied! You said I could trust you. You said I was safe with you and that you'd never hurt me. Those were all lies. You led me to believe that I could be with you and you would take care of me.
I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. Why did you do this to me? I would have given anything to make you happy. I can love you. What's worng with me? I'm not good enough? She's better than me? What does she have that I don't? I deserve to be happy with you. Why don't you want me? Am I a bad person? Am I ugly? Not good enough? Too nice? Too caring? Not caring enough?
Wait a minute. Hold up. Maybe it's not me. I am not the problem. There isn't anything wrong with me.