legoless says:

Hey Susie

Susieok says:

hey

legoless says:

What's up?

Susieok says:

just trying to recover. Today has not been a good day.

legoless says:

your head still bothering you?

Susieok says:

yeah, today really did me in

legoless says:

I spent most of my day in the ER, I fell again, thankfully everything turned out okay, but Mom is watching me like a Hawk

Susieok says:

I'm sorry to hear that. I didn't have a great day either. Every time I try to sit up it feels like my head is going to explode

legoless says:

ugh

Susieok says:

yeah

so I stayed on the couch most of the day

egoless says:

I dont blame you, I am on bed myself, Mom got me some more stuff for writing, and som books for Christmas

Susieok says:

yeah, I got a new journal, some books and computer games

legoless says:

me too our Moms must have went shopping together

Susieok says:

and a couple of CDs

yeah, I bet they did

legoless says:

I got CD"s too

Susieok says:

cool

legoless says:

Yeah

Susieok says:

I just wish I had felt more like enjoying it

legoless says:

And a new Porcelain doll to go with my collection, Mom and Dad must have paid a small fortune for it, it was imported from France

Susieok says:

wow

legoless says:

me too, the doctor said if I fall again, he is going to tell Mom that maybe I need not use the prosthetics, he is worried about me

Susieok says:

wow, I hope that does not happen

legoless says:

me too

egoless says:

Yeah it kind of scares me, I am so use to being independent, ts disease has never really gotten me down

Susieok says:

how did you fall?

egoless says:

I ended up  tripping on the carpet I think

Susieok says:

wow

I started to say I bet that hurt

legoless says:

if it had that wouldn’t have been a problem LOL

legoless says:

Mother has taken me off the prosthetics for a month

She is really worried about me

Susieok says:

wow, I bet that sucks

legoless says:

She says I can wear them but I cant walk on them LOL

Susieok says:

when do you go back to the dr?

legoless says:

Day after New years

Susieok says:

I got back tomorrow to have stitches removed and follow up

legoless says:

Madde is doing well though she is relishing her first Christmas celebration and is on cloud nine about Danniella being back

Sus are you still here?

Susieok says:

I bet

I talked to her briefly on the phone earlier

legoless says:

kewl

Susieok says:

but she wanted to get back to Daniella, so I didn't get to talk to her for long

legoless says:

Mom says I am going to bed early tonight, she is really worried about me, she does not want another trip to the hospital, and another crisis, neither do I

Susieok says:

yeah, I can't stay up too much longer either

for once, I am sitting up w.out my head hurting, but I took pain meds about an hour ago

legoless says:

I am really scared Sus, what if I am not able to use my prosthetis, what if I am not able to walk again?

I know it probably sounds silly me venting to you about this

Susieok says:

I don't know, RR. You'll get adjust though, like to you did to using the prosthesis

no, it's ok. Vent all you want

legoless says:

thank you, you are my best friend, and I feel you are the only one I can talk too

Susieok says:

I don't mind. Heaven knows I have vented to you a lot

legoless says:

I just dont want to loose my dancing, Sierra says that will not happen even if I am unable to walk I can still dance, but I am so scared Sus

Susieok says:

you won't lose dancing, Rebekah Rachel Cohen. Dancing is in your heart

legoless says:

thank you, I needed to hear that I really did

Susieok says:

you won't, trust me, even if you cannot walk, you will always be able to dance, if only in your heart

legoless says:

I know deep down I know, but this is hard

really hard

but I am talking to someone who has been through ten times more than I have

Susieok says:

yeah, I know what you mean

I wouldn't say that.

I didn't think I would even live though my last surgery. You got me through that one

legoless says:

I knew you would make it, I prayed long and hard to Yeshua and he impressed upon my heart that you would make it

btw did you like the Bible I got you for Christmas and the journal?

Susieok says:

of course

did you like the CD I gave you?

legoless says:

It was awesome I love Derk Bentley or however you spell it LOL

Susieok says:

Dierks

legoless says:

btw did I tell you I found out Last week that I need to get glasses, I guess after all that I have been through it shouldn't have surprised me

I am not very great at spelling today

Susieok says:

no, you didn't tell me about the glasses

legoless says:

It kind of didnt surprise me, and it really doesnt bother me, after all that I have been through, what's the big deal about glasses

Susieok says:

I wouldn't be surprised if I need glasses soon. I think my MD has started to effect my eye muscles

legoless says:

that bites, does the doctor have you on that enzyme, that is suppose to stop it from affecting your heart?

Susieok says:

yeah, I have been taking it since I was a baby

legoless says:

thats good, it is suppose to be really good for you

Susieok says:

but last time I was at the clinic, they mentioned starting me on enzyme injections

legoless says:

btw Mom talked to your Mom this morning, and you get to stay over next weekend

We get to ring in the New Year together

Susieok says:

I hope I feel better by then than I do now

that would be awesome. I hope you don't plan to have any fireworks

legoless says:

My parents and your Mom are going out but Aunt Louisa is coming over

No thank you, I dont like them

Movies and Popcorn though

Susieok says:

btw, I can't wait any longer, I HAVE to tell you something.

legoless says:

Okay it sounds like good news

Susieok says:

Mom and Rick are getting married next weekend

legoless says:

Oh my gosh

Susieok says:

yeah

it's not going to be a big wedding.

legoless says:

No wonder Mom was taking me too look at brides maids dresses

I thought something was up then, but she was tight lipped

I actually though Aunt Kendra was getting married to Jacob LOL

Susieok says:

your mom and dad will be best man and maid of honor, you and I will be bride's maids, Daniella, Lacey and Maria will be flower girls and Daniel will be the ring bearer

Jacob?

legoless says:

Aunt Kendra's boyfriend, no one is really suppose to know about him, but everytime she sees him you can see love in their eyes

Did I tell you Johnny is home from the hospital now?

Susieok says:

I wish she could find a good man, she needs one

Lousiana called today to wish us Merry Christmas, and she told us

legoless says:

He is really a good man, he works with the youth at one of the local churches, one of the bigger ones

I got to talk to Johnny and Ronee today it was awesome

Susieok says:

yeah, I talked to Ronee

legoless says:

kewl

Susieok says:

yeah, I was about to bust though, since Mama told me

legoless says:

I am kind of tired tonight

Susieok says:

Mama told me not to tell anyone yet, so don't tell anyone, ok?

legoless says:

I wont

you know I can keep a secret

Susieok says:

I think they are going to tell everyone tomorrow

yeah, I just didn't want you to think it wasn't a secret

legoless says:

btw did Mom tell you I am getting a book published?

Susieok says:

she told my mom, that is awesome, Legoless.

I'm jealous

legoless says:

dont be, you are in it too

Susieok says:

how so?

legoless says:

I wrote about you and how your friendship has helped me

Susieok says:

I'm touched

legoless says:

I am glad

Because you really have helped me through alot

Susieok says:

I'm almost crying I am so touched

legoless says:

I know you think I am always like this Pollyanna girl, but its not always that way, but I know you know that

Wow it takes alot to make you cry

Susieok says:

I am starting to see a different side of you, which is saying alot, since we have been friends for such a long time

egoless says:

Well truth is I would not have such a good attitude if it werent for the fact that I have Yeshua in my life, and for my friends I would go crazy

Susieok says:

I still feel like I am going crazy sometimes

legoless says:

truth is I do too

sometimes

Susieok says:

it's like, no matter how hard I try, I can't keep a grip on reality

I see a shrink every week and now I am on antianxiety drugs but it's not enough

legoless says:

I know, I am praying for you

Uh oh Mom's coming into the room

She wants me in bed, she says we are going over to see you in the morning too, and if you are up to it we can go to the bookstore, I got gift cards from Dad

He has one for you too