Dear Journal:

I am trying to deal with all of this, I am doing okay, all consider, at least today, I can sit up, I am still having trouble with Nausea, thank God for Saltines.  I am going to get through this though, I have faith in the Lord, and I don't have another Chemo session until next week, so I can spend this time reflecting on my blessings instead of what I am battling.  I do not want to seem ungrateful to the Lord.

I am still spending alot of time at the hospital, not only for myself but for Holly, I can truly tell her I know what she is going through, and I am trying to encourage her in Faith.

Rebekka Rachel has been spending the last few nights with me, because I have really needed her, but earlier, I think it was yesterday I got sick all over her and started crying, and she held me like I was the younger one.  I really do not know how she can be strong. 

The Quads are doing great, I can't believe we have seven more kids in our family now, don't get me wrong I love it, but its just hard to believe.

I felt like I was going to break yesterday, because I got so sick after the treatments, and I feel that Mamma Kendra is about to that point, but I am getting stronger, and I know if I keep leaning on the Lord I am going to get through this, this is a battle I aim to win.

Well I am starting to feel a little sick again, so I better close this journal for now and lay down.

God Bless

Missy Williams Kent~