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Healing Wishes (A Conversation Between Kia and Sasha W/S Tagert)
By Michelle R Kidwell Power In The Pen
Sunday, February 03, 2008
Rated "G" by the Author.
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Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
you need to open up your heart
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
to him
Sasha says:
I don't know if I can do that
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
Hey Sasha
Sasha says:
hey
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
how are you?
Sasha says:
I'm not sure
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
I am still on fire from church today
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
it was so awesome
Sasha says:
I wasn't able to concentrate on the sermon to be honest
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
I can understand that
Sasha says:
it was just too much.
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
you shouldnt feel the need to push Jesus away
Sasha says:
it's not that, I just mean everything I've found out, about me, about my life,
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
yeah I know it must be hard for you, but no one is looking down at you for feeling that way
Sasha says:
and dealing w, everything else in the world, it's too much
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
Sasha I am here for you
Sasha says:
I don't mean to just close up, but I don't know what to say
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
its ok Sasha I understand
Sasha says:
I just feel numb
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
I can understand that Sasha believe me but Jesus will get you through this, and we are here for you
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
I want you to know that I am with you
Sasha says:
sometimes I think I am okay and others I could not be farther from it
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
I am not going to let you go through this alone
Sasha says:
some minutes I think I am past it, then others it's like I have started all over again
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
Sasha you are never really going to get past it, but you will learn to move through it
Sasha says:
Mamma wants to take me to a counselor, but I don't know what she expects me to say
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
I think it would be a good idea Sasha I saw one
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
I still see one
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
there are some good ones through our church
Sasha says:
all I know to say is my whole life has been nothing but a lie
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
but the lies werent yours
Sasha says:
but I was the center of them
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
yes but none of this was your fault
Sasha says:
I feel dirty and nasty. Like I will never be clean again
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
I felt like that for a long time too Sasha but its okay, none of this is your fault
Sasha says:
when I took my shower last night, I scrubbed my body until I started to bleed in places
Sasha says:
I thought maybe if I scrubbed all my skin off, I would be clean then, I could start all over
Sasha says:
but then I realized it was deep inside me, I could never get the dirty out
Sasha says:
I feel like I can't live w. what I know about myself
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
Sasha you can too, I will be here with you
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
through all of this
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
I have overcome it, you can too
Sasha says:
I don't deserve to live
Sasha says:
I don't know if I can overcome this
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
yes Sasha you can
Sasha says:
please don't think I am being rash, I'm not
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
I never said you were Sasha but you are crying out for help whether or not you realize it
Sasha says:
I guess I am subconsciously
Sasha says:
but I just don't know where to turn
Sasha says:
maybe I need to be put in the nut house
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
no you dont Sasha anymore than I did
Sasha says:
how did you do it?
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
but you do need someone who will listen to you
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
Faith
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
lots of faith
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
and the love and support of my family
Sasha says:
in what?
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
in the Lord above
Sasha says:
I am still struggling w. whether or not I believe in him
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
Sasha hes real
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
as real as the air we breathe
Sasha says:
I just don't know about that
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
you need to open up your heart
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
to him
Sasha says:
I don't know if I can do that
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
my life changed after I did
Sasha says:
I need more time, to think about this
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
I am not forcing anything on you, but let me give you some books I read that have helped me
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
and what you dont understand I can help you with
Sasha says:
ok
Sasha says:
I will read them at least
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
ok
Sasha says:
and try to keep an open mind
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
ok
Sasha says:
I feel sick, Kia
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
I am coming in now
Sasha says:
I think I am going to throw up
Kia My Life is In God's Hands says:
let me hit the lights for Mamma Kendra
Sasha says:
ok
Sasha says:
blackness is surrounding me, what's wrong w. me?
Sasha says:
(sasha disconnects)
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| Reviewed by Karen Lynn Vidra, The Texas Tornado |
2/4/2008 |
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I hope Sasha gets the help she needs. Powerful conversation between friends, one hurting, the other willing to be there for her. Very well penned, Sarah and Michelle; brava! brava!
(((HUGS))) and much love, your friend in Tx., Karen Lynn. :( |
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