Rebekka Rachel here, writing from the hospital.
I am afraid though Johnny will be released shortly I will be here for awhile.
I fell a few days ago, and ended up doing some damage to my spinal cord, which was not hard to do, considering it was injured a few years ago in an automobile accident.
I am trying to remain positive, and I believe I will be okay again, but right now I must admit more than anything I am frustrated, and mad at myself.
I am of course not in pain, if I were I would not know it, that is the price I pay for living with Pain Insenstivity disorder, that and both of my legs, and now my spine.
I can move my arms, but everything below my waist is pretty much dead. I hate being dependent on others, but right now that is the way it is.
I am not going to let it stay that way though.
I will do what I have to do, to be indepedent once again.
I am not one to give up without a fight, if I were I would not be here today.
Well I am do to have visitors, and so I guess I better close this down.
I will write again later.