The days and weeks seem to mesh together when you are stuck in hiding, when you are fighting in some strange land for the rights of others to believe in Christ. What I am doing is dangerous, the fact that I am here is dangerous, and some would say stupid, but this is God’s calling I am as sure of that as the air I breathe. I will not back down, even if it means I have to sacrifice my life.
I am going to do what I can to spread the message of Christ to those that want to here because I am first and foremost a SOLDIER4Christ. That is what I have to go by here, because it is not safe to tell others who I really am. They do not need to know any way because this is not about me it is about Christ. It is about being able to share the message of his love with everyone. Everyone deserve a chance to decide whether to follow Christ, if they decide against it the choice is theirs but if they are not given the chance than how can they decide?
Things are different here than they are at home in America, it is like stepping in a time machine in some ways and yet the old ideas mix with new technology. It is like going into some in between world where the men embrace technology and the women are forced to live like they were in the middle ages or something, though I wonder if even women in the middle ages had more freedom than these women do.
The fact that I am a woman fighting this war, in a country that wants to oppress women makes things even more dangerous. But I cannot ignore what the Lord calls me to do, this is a war I have to fight, because it is not fair that men and women should not be allowed to here the good news, because others are afraid to let them think for themselves.
How do people think the Holocaust started?
In a way I guess this is a Holocaust because of the brutality all for simply believing, don’t get me wrong, I do not believe every Muslim is a bad person, but those that push it to the extreme are, just as I believe Christians who use their faith as a reason to kill are wrong.
I hear someone coming now, I must close this, and go deeper into hiding.