Guess it was bound to happen sooner or later. You do the crime, you pay the time.
Such as in my case. I'm now sitting in a jail cell; supposed to be here another 25 days (or so), awaiting trial. Could end up being longer: depends on the system. Have to think about what I done and try to redeem myself when I get out.
That is, if I get out.
The more I think about what I done, the more I want to kick myself. I should have never listened to those Joes. They were the ones who talked me into stealing from WalMart. How did I know those stupid security cameras were on all the time?? (Stole some tools from the sporting goods department. About $300 worth.)
If you ask me, I think the punks took advantage of me. See, I was born with seven fingers. Have five fingers on my left hand, like anybody else; on the other hand, however, I have three: my thumb, my pointer finger, and a ring finger. Missing my pinkie finger and the finger next to it. I call my deformed hand my "monkey-hand", 'cause to me that's what it looks like. I guess the dummies thought I could get away with it; I had been known to steal stuff before.
Well, bully for them. Look where it got me. In the slammer.
Have more marks against me on my "permanent record"; gonna be harder than ever for me to find a good job because "nobody wants to hire a criminal".
People will look at me, and they'll say: "There goes a marked man", and shake their heads with sympathy.
I wish I had never hooked up with the guys I hung around with. They were (are) bad news. Guess it shows that I have oatmeal for brains. Guess that means that just because I am disabled, then it means my brain must be too: I don't always use my head. It's really maddening!
Well, I gotta see what I will get for breakfast. Yesterday was cold oatmeal, orange juice (that wasn't too bad, meaning the juice), some pieces of French toast, and a glass of water. Also had runny scrambled eggs. YUCK!! If there's one thing I hate most in the world, it's runny scrambled eggs!! Hopefully today's breakfast will be a lot better than yesterday.
Will write in here again, with updates about my situation from time to time. Just say some prayers for me; I'd like to get out of here and try to start my life over. I should have never gotten involved in this life of crime.
~To be continued.~