Jan.19.2011

12:15 A.M Austin Texas:

Greetings, I am sorry it has been a few days since I last wrote, but the news is both good and bad.  Susie is more stable now, because they found out she has the flu, she is on a respirator, and on the right meds, but she is still in a catatonic state, and the fact is I am kind of shocked, because I found out today Susie is engaged.  Her fiance showed up at the hospital today, because he wanted to be closer to her. 

I can not believe I did not know my best friend was engaged.  I guess that happens when your best friend lives on the other side of the world for a couple of years, but he has moved her to Austin to be closer with her.

I am going to have to go home soon, Aunt Kendra is going to need help she has to take Kate in for a surgery, that will help to loosen the muscles and tendons in her feet, who knows maybe it will allow Katie to walk with the aide of crutches or braces.

Me I am doing well, though of course I am hurting.  I hate seeing my friend like this, and I feel bad because I have to get back to Nashville for one thing I have a new set of prosthesis coming in.  And though I am being more careful and walking less, I want to have to have the option of being able to walk and thats not possible without the prostetic legs.

I just wish Susie was awake so I could talk to her, and tell her whats going on which I do, but I wish she could tell me how she felt too.  I am sure she is listening I really do believe she hears me when I talk to her, but I miss the long chats or just sitting back and watching a movie with my best friend. 

Well I know Johnny will be happy to see me but I don't know how long I will be at home, because of all that is happening with Susie, the truth is I am not sure of much at the moment.

Yeshua Bless

Rebekka Rachel~