Mom had made a plan for me to live, so tonight I will be sneaking out past curfew, but I have no idea how I am going to get past the guards, Mom says that I can past for a German so I must go, I must throw my entire heritigage away in order to escape with my life. Why do I have to make this kind of choice, this should not be happening.
I see more and more sadness in Mom's eyes by the minute and I worry about her more and more. She is loosing her entire family, and I fear for her. She has sleeping powder that she does not think I know about, but I have seen them, and I worry I will never see Mom again, but I know I can not disobey Mom, because maybe if my sister and cousins escape after this HELL is over we can meet up again, I hope so, I hate to think of my cousin, my sister and my baby brother dead, but that could very well be the case.
I have to be extremly careful, so that is what I intend to do, I can not leave the house today, all we have to eat are scraps but Mom says I can not risk going out to get food in case someone see's me.
I am going to pray for the Lord to lead me to where I am suppose to be, and for God to forgive me for having to live such a grave lie.
To Be Continued