R.R: Hey Kia, this is Rebekka Rachel how are you?
Kia: Tired, I had therapy today and it wiped me out
R.R: Ugh I know how that goes
Kia: I will be so glad when I am done with this junk
R.R: Me too
Kia: I'm counting the weeks too
R.R: Yes so am I
Kia: how long do you have left?
R.R: I don't know, weeks maybe months
Kia: I don't know why I even have to go. I get around just fine on my crutches already
R.R: They say its to strengthen the muscles you have and work on compensating. At least that's what they tell me.
Kia: well, it makes sense for you, you lost both your legs
R.R: has Audrey been keeping in contact with you guys letting you know how Susie is doing?
Kia: yeah, it's horrible she'll never be able to have kids, even if she wanted to
R.R: Yeah I am sorry about that, she has been through so much
Kia: yeah, I know this is going to hit her really hard
R.R: Yeah I know, I want to be there for her but I don't know what to do or say
Kia: all you can do is be there, listen when she needs to talk and not judge what she says thatís what I plan to do.
R.R: yeah I guess, but it seems like so little
Kia: It will mean more than you'll ever know, I'm sure but yeah, it does seem like so little compared to what she's been through they are supposed to do the surgery in the morning Mom and I are going down to be with Audrey and Rick and see Susie when she comes out
R.R: yeah we're going to be there too which means I cant be on to long, as it is Mom would have my hide if she knew I was online instead of studying or reading the Bible or doing my homework I just felt as if I was going to go crazy if I didnt talk to someone and who better to talk to than my older cousin
Kia: yeah, I am worried sick over Susie I feel so powerless, wish there was something I could really do
R.R: believe me I feel the same way, and I was worried about Maddie too, but they say she is doing well and will be coming home tomorrow night probably, that is at least one relief off of my chest.
Kia: I am afraid she's going to close herself in again when she gets over the first wave of this. I hate to see her go back since she's come so far.
R.R: I know she was just starting to open up
Kia: yeah, I know she was really starting to bloom it seemed.
R.R: Well Kia I hear Mom, I just wanted to talk to you, and get some things off of my chest, we should do this more often, but if I stay on now, Mom will have my hide, you know how Mom's are LOL
Kia: yeah, I do. Mine's been a little easier since I lost my leg but that is sure not to last
R.R: And Mom's moody now that she's pregnant
Kia: glad it's you and not me, SISTA
R.R: God Bless Cuz, I will see you tomorrow, I wish it were under different circumstances
Kia: me too, have a good night. See you bright and early since the surgery is at 6.. I don't even want to think about what time I have to be up
R.R: thankfully we are only a few miles from the hospital, but it takes you guys like three hours, ugh you better get some sleep
Kia: yeah, I'm gonna try