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Sarah and I once again find ourselves discussing everything from faith, health to the joint writing projects we are in the middle of....

 


 


 


shadytrails1982: Hi


shadytrails1982: hello?


shadytrails1982: ok, guess you aren't there.


shadytrails1982: take care, good night


Mickyjo28: Im here


Mickyjo28: Sorry


Mickyjo28: Was taking Solomon out potty


Mickyjo28: Btw they found Dawn's Aunt Praise the Lord


Mickyjo28: Maybe I should say Solomon was taking me out, because I was the one getting drug around :S


shadytrails1982: :S


shadytrails1982: I'm glad they were able to find her


Mickyjo28: yeah


Mickyjo28: me too


Mickyjo28: Sean is twenty five today


shadytrails1982: wow, tell him happy b-day for me


Mickyjo28: I sure will and he told me to tell you hey


Mickyjo28: I have been at a battle of wits with a deer that was in our front yard today, I was trying to get a picture of it, but Solomon decided it was a good idea to scare it away ugh


shadytrails1982: I'm in a battle w. my ankle and my sanity


Mickyjo28: ugh


shadytrails1982: my ankle wants to hurt really bad and my sanity wants to leave, but I would like it to stay


Mickyjo28: tell it to say


Mickyjo28: stay even


shadytrails1982: I don't know, if it were gone, I might not be as aware of my problems


shadytrails1982: so?


Mickyjo28: And I have had enough of people loosing there sanity


Mickyjo28: Dawn's Aunt had taken an entire bottle of pills, and was in the hospital, that's where she was found, and my others friend Uncle committed suicide


shadytrails1982: wow


Mickyjo28: So I have quite enough of insanity talk for one weekend :S


Mickyjo28: oh yeah nothing like having to face funerals to put you in a good mood


Mickyjo28: :S


shadytrails1982: huh?


Mickyjo28: the uncle left between twin girls, age three


Mickyjo28: my friends uncle committed suicide our church is putting on the memorial service


shadytrails1982: oh


Mickyjo28: you are probably going to get mad at me for saying this, but you need to know when to give it to God


Mickyjo28: If I didnít give my problems to God, I would be boggled down by the wait of them


shadytrails1982: I just can't let go of things


Mickyjo28: tell me what good has holding on to them done you?


shadytrails1982: feeling like I am keeping control of SOMETHING, if that makes sense


Mickyjo28: God should be in control, despite what the world would like you to believe, and is being in control so important that you are willing to risk your sanity for it?


Mickyjo28: God should be in control, despite what the world would like you to believe, and is being in control so important that you are willing to risk your sanity for it?


shadytrails1982: when I don't feel like I have control over a darn thing, yes


Mickyjo28: Who has more power God or you?  You want to be in control of everything you are willing to let it wreck your life, your faith everything that just does not make sense to me


shadytrails1982: I know I don't make sense, I realize that. I gave up on anyone understanding me a long time ago


Mickyjo28: Sarah I am really trying to be a good friend here, but as Charles Colson being a good friend is letting your friend know when to give it to God, not an exact quote but that is the gist of it...


shadytrails1982: yeah


Mickyjo28: And I know you dont like my preaching but that's who I am


shadytrails1982: I've learned to live w/ it :P


Mickyjo28: I had friends who helped me to realize that I needed the Lord, because at what time I felt as if I was just an empty shell, so I feel I need to pass that on


Mickyjo28: And believe me you are not the only one who hears it from me


shadytrails1982: I'm sure I don't


Mickyjo28: Seriously though you need to spend more time in the word and in prayer, because prayer really does work, no prayer falls on deaf ears


shadytrails1982: it sure does seem like it


Mickyjo28: the answer is yes, no or later, it is never I didnít hear your prayer


shadytrails1982: not like my unreceived emails, huh?


Mickyjo28: no


Mickyjo28: unreieved emails?


shadytrails1982: received


shadytrails1982: unreceived


Mickyjo28: I know that


Mickyjo28: I got that, I was trying to figure out what you were reffering too


shadytrails1982: not you in particular


shadytrails1982: just in general.


Mickyjo28: I was going to say, I havent emailed many people lately, I have written a couple of letters the old fashion way that I have to mail though :S


Mickyjo28: I have something I want to share with you I wrote this several years ago


shadytrails1982: ok


Mickyjo28: I have something I want to share with you I wrote this several years ago


shadytrails1982: ok


Mickyjo28: http://www.authorsden.com/visit/viewarticle.asp?AuthorID=7009&id=8431


Mickyjo28: its entitled the Line is Never Busy, the Box is Never Full


Mickyjo28: I have something I want to share with you I wrote this several years ago


shadytrails1982: ok


Mickyjo28: http://www.authorsden.com/visit/viewarticle.asp?AuthorID=7009&id=8431


Mickyjo28: its entitled the Line is Never Busy, the Box is Never Full


shadytrails1982: you know, it's funny you showed me this. I've been thinking I don't have good communications skills. It seems lately everyone is taking what I say and turning it into something else


Mickyjo28: The Lord spoke to my heart that you needed to see that


shadytrails1982: what was that?


Mickyjo28: A book on Christian Counseling and how to talk to those who are having troubles, as I said you are not my only friend that is having troubles though it seems that most of my friends are having battles in one area or another


shadytrails1982: it's frusterating. People think I say things that I don't say, at least that's not what I mean when I say it


Mickyjo28: I feel as if I was not reaching out well to some of my friends that there was a wedge of communication on my part


shadytrails1982: and I don't say it the way they repeat it back to me


Mickyjo28: I wasnt trying to give you a word by word replay, I was just saying that your comment brought to mind why I was lacking communication


Mickyjo28: not to make it sound like I was psychoanalyzing what you said


shadytrails1982: I know you weren't, I was talking about other episodes


Mickyjo28: Good cause that is the last thing I was meaning to do, but off the subject for a second if I start sounding a little foggy headed it is because my meds are kicking in :S


shadytrails1982: it's frusterating. People think I say things that I don't say, at least that's not what I mean when I say it


Mickyjo28: I feel as if I was not reaching out well to some of my friends that there was a wedge of communication on my part


shadytrails1982: and I don't say it the way they repeat it back to me


Mickyjo28: I wasnt trying to give you a word by word replay, I was just saying that your comment brought to mind why I was lacking communication


Mickyjo28: not to make it sound like I was psychoanalyzing what you said


shadytrails1982: I know you weren't, I was talking about other episodes


Mickyjo28: Good cause that is the last thing I was meaning to do, but off the subject for a second if I start sounding a little foggy headed it is because my meds are kicking in :S


shadytrails1982: for example, w. the gyno the other day. I never said I didn't want her to check me. I thought I was making it clear I wanted her to know what was going on w. me. Had I not wanted to be checked, I could communicate that clearly, just not go for check ups


Mickyjo28: Expecially Dr Hahn My Neurophyisict


shadytrails1982: I don't think I communicate very well w. drs at all


Mickyjo28: Of course I am kind of enamored by him he is a rather cute doctor LOL


shadytrails1982: I'm glad I don't have any cute drs


shadytrails1982: btw, for the record, if you want to post this conversation, you can include all of it. I don't mind


Mickyjo28: okay good now we are reading minds again LOL


shadytrails1982: lol


shadytrails1982: lol


Mickyjo28: I am seeing if theres a picture of him on the site


shadytrails1982: oh, ok


Mickyjo28: http://www.ucdmc.ucdavis.edu/pmr/


Mickyjo28: this is the clinic I go too


shadytrails1982: cool


shadytrails1982: I talked to my friend Sarah on Sunday and she had just had her MD check up. Sounded like she had been put through the wringer


Mickyjo28: I can relate :S


Mickyjo28: how is your friend btw?


Mickyjo28: how is your friend btw?


shadytrails1982: not doing good, her MD is progressing


Mickyjo28: I'm sorry to hear that


Mickyjo28: I am getting ready to Post Maddie's Journal


shadytrails1982: cool


shadytrails1982: what is your dr Hahn's first name?


Mickyjo28: I cant remember


Mickyjo28: :S


shadytrails1982: ok


shadytrails1982: what did you think of it?


Mickyjo28: It was great


Mickyjo28: Naomi is writing Louie now


shadytrails1982: ok


shadytrails1982: well, I should warn you, I am not going to be around too much longer. I need to get in bed. I have a counseling appointment tomorrow at one


Mickyjo28: I am doing the entry now


shadytrails1982: ok, np


Mickyjo28: its up


shadytrails1982: I've noticed :P


shadytrails1982: it's awesome but seems to be unnecessarily rushed, if that makes sense


shadytrails1982: it would seem she has all the time in the world to write currently


Mickyjo28: yeah I am afraid I cant think of anything else to say write now


shadytrails1982: write now?


Mickyjo28: And my brain is a bit foggy from my legs


Mickyjo28: LOL typo queen strikes again


Mickyjo28: right now even


shadytrails1982: maybe you should add something on the end about how she is still reeling from everything that happened and should write more but can't think of anything else to write about


Mickyjo28: ok


shadytrails1982: it's just a suggestion though


Mickyjo28: try it now


Mickyjo28: I fixed it


Mickyjo28: took your suggestion :D


shadytrails1982: ok, you didn't HAVE to take my suggestion though


Mickyjo28: I didnt have to but it was a good suggestion


shadytrails1982: ok


Mickyjo28: We have forty five pages in Live and Uncensored :D


Mickyjo28: And counting


shadytrails1982: wow


Mickyjo28: kewl


Mickyjo28: We are going to make sure Karen is busy tomorrow LOL


shadytrails1982: you know it


Mickyjo28: I am having a very unruly dog right now Solomon is fighting me all day long :S


shadytrails1982: :S


shadytrails1982: did you read the journal yet?


Mickyjo28: no let me get there


shadytrails1982: ok


Mickyjo28: its up


shadytrails1982: what  did you think?


Mickyjo28: it was great


shadytrails1982: ok


shadytrails1982: it looks good


shadytrails1982: I am going to have to go now


shadytrails1982: I need to get into bed and TRY to get some sleep while my ankle has eased a little


shadytrails1982: I should talk to you tomorrow night, so far as I know.


Mickyjo28: okay


shadytrails1982: take care, ttyl, good night


Mickyjo28: I will be busy Wedensday though, the memorial is Wedensday Morning, and church that evening


Mickyjo28: take care, ttyl, good night


shadytrails1982: ok, I will probably be busy w. school that might anyway


shadytrails1982: take care, good night



 


 


 


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Reviewed by Karen Lynn Vidra, The Texas Tornado 10/10/2006
Excellent, Sarah and Michelle; well done, you two! BRAVA!

(((HUGS))) and much love, your friend in Tx., Karen Lynn. :D

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