Hey Sus!

hey

Can you believe what happened at Virgina Tech?

I know you don't have much time, so I need to tell you something

it's horrible, I know.

what?

I mean what do you need to tell me?

we are moving

in two weeks and you will never believe where

you still w. me?

yeah I am sorry you took me by surprise

where are you moving to?

Tennessee

Wow

Rick is being transfered

I cant believe you are moving that far away from me, I am going to loose my best friend

Wow

to be honest, I have mixed emotions about the whole thing

I mean, I'll be living close to my uncle, get to know him and his family.

but I am leaving behind all of my friends here.

I'm happy and sad for you

yeah

and I mean, it feels like everyone is abandoning me anyway, since you are all moving away

you are awfully quiet

we are only moving an hour away

your moving across the country

I could still see you every weekend

2000 miles, I already checked

from Sonora to Modesto?

We're moving to Modesto

Salida to be exact

no, from here to Nashville

oh ok lol

I was going to say thats just way off lol

we're leaving next Tuesday, b.c we will drive from here to there.

I am going to miss you like crazy

I know its really hard

I just got out of the hospital, I lost my dancing now I am loosing my best friend

I mean I want to get to know my uncle and his family,

and I want to be close to them,

but I don't want to lose you either

I know

now my best friend and my boyfriend are going to be like thousands of miles away, this really sucks

I'm going to be starting over again for the 3rd time in my life

I know

Mom said I can fly back and spend the summer w. you

that will be awesome

yeah

tou do realize we are going to have two more to our family soon right?

Mom has felt a little abandoned too I think

yeah, you probably won't even have time to miss me

of course I will

the reason I cant talk long to day is because Mom is going for one of the interviews again before the adoption is finalized

Sus?

I;'m here

I was just thinking

about how much my life is about to change.

I mean before now, I guess I was only seeing how this move is going to affect me

Yeah I can imagine you would have a lot on your mind

wow

not how it was going to affect anyone else

Becky just brought me her ball and dropped it into my lap

LOL you think she's giving you a hint?

probably

probably

but now all I want to do is get into my bed and cry

Sus it will be okay, we do go to Tenesse often

like three or four times a year sometimes

I mean, what if this move ruins my life? I was feeling abandoned by everyone so I kinda wanted to do it to spite everyone.

it will be good they have some of the best doctors there so you might get better sooner

and mom is going to have to undergo surgery too, so she will get to be cared for by her brother and maybe Louie will even get to be her nurse

and mom was talking about talking to your mom and see if you and her could come out for the surgery and help us out afterward for like six weeks

thats great

I am sure Mom would in fact she did mention something about it to me

yeah

well, I have been putting off telling you

btw they are here so I have t cut this short

the adoption agents

oh, ok

and then we are going down to Modesto to look at our new house, you want to go with us?

we will be back later this evening

sure

be ready in an hour Mom said

see you in a little bit

I will see you later I guess

ok, bye

the adoption agent is going to be here just to make sure Mom can handle it LOL

yeah, I'm sure she can