Kendra Mae writes a rather long blog updating on herself, her family and friends, and her newest child Holly, this is of course fiction,,,

 

 

 

It's been awhile since I have updated my blog, I have been so busy that time has just slipped away from me, right now though I am in the RV, resting, I drove earlier and now the men are driving.  Holly has me concerned, after what happened with Susie I am so afraid of Holly harming herself, it scares me.

I have some good news though, the adoption for Holly has been expidiated and her brother and Sister are at Audrey's place now, Naomi is there to with Rebekka Rachel, it's a good thing too, I know Susie must need Rebekka Rachel now more than ever.  Rebekka Rachel has an appointment tomorrow, but we won't be in Nashville yet, so I won't be able to go with her, I often go with Naomi to my nieces appointments, I am hoping and praying that everything turns out okay.

Louisa May has me worried I have never seen her so depressed, she had to ask my help using the restroom the other day, and it about humilated her, but I assured her it was fine, I did not want her feeling bad for something she could not help.  I know Naomi is torn up over what is happening to her sister, and she hasn't even seen the decline in the last few weeks.

Missy has been trying to do her best to comfort Louisa May, she is majoring in Psychology and plans on being a counsellor and I believe she will go far, she is helping her aunt which we are all grateful for.

Anna Grace and Holly are getting to know one another, I think Holly enjoys getting to know the others but she is just so overwhelmed and afraid.

Susie is home from the hospital now, which is great, but we are all still worried about her.  She nearly succeeded in killing herself and that scares me when I see Holly withdrawing into herself.

I am looking forward to seeing the Sandusky's and congratulating them, I still can't believe Louie is pregnant, then again, it's hard to believe I am pregant with triplets, thankfully the morning sickness stage has passed for me so in that aspect I do not envy Louie.

I am due in about nine weeks, can you believe that?  I was never supposed to have children and now I am having triplets, crazy huh?

Louisa's kids are doing well,b ut they can tell something is going on with there Mother and it hurts them and poor Bill is nearly in tearseverytime he sees his wife struggling so much, we are all praying that maybe she can get the help she needs in Nashville, I hope so.

Rebekka Rachel and Naomi and Micah are moving to Nashville, and Louisa May, Bill, Felicia, Aerial, Danilelle and Kia may be as well, and if they do I am seriously considering it, one of our local hospitals is closing down, and I want to be close to the kind of care my kids and I need.

Speaking of my health, I have been feeling great, no headaches like before, in almost three years, the shunt seems to be working great,  I have hydrocephalus and Spina Biffida, as most who read my blogs know, but someone may just look at that one, and wonder the history behind the headaches, other than the fact I am now almost to thirty adopted kids, and soon three of my own, but I am truthfully thankful for them all.

Well I am just rambling now, and I really should get some sleep so later in the afternoon I can take my turn driving for now this is Kendra Mae signining off.

God Bless

Kendra Mae