Susie doesn't have a dislike for you, or for that fact, any other member of your family. None of us want the friendship between us to dissolve. I think you need to step back and take a look from Susie's point of view. For the longest time, Susie felt torn, because people were sending her emails basically saying she should give up her best friend for the sake of Johnny. During this, she was also suffering from seizures and personality changes due to undiagnosed epilepsy. Since her surgery and new medications, she has resolved much of this issue. She and Rebekah Rachel have regained their close relationship and until recently were very happy. Susie was not at all jealous of Rebekah Rachel spending time with Johnny.

It is true , Susie has been though more than a child ever should but she is also healing very nicely. I have noticed huge improvement since we arrived in Tennessee. Everyone who knows her well would say she has come out of her shell in leaps and bounds, expanding her friendship circle, to until of late, include Ronee and Johnny.

I do still recognize and appreciate all you and everyone else has done for me. Whether we continue to be friends or not, I will always remember your kindness. I hold no hard feeling against you for not coming to my wedding. It ended up being a very much spur of the moment event. After several delays and difficulties, we decided to just take the plunge, and I have to say I am very glad we did.

I have no doubt the next time I am in need of help, I will be able to get it. The Cohens, Williams-Kent and Mason families, just to name a few, would come to my aid at a moment's notice.

Well, I will close. I just felt I needed to address your email. I am sorry for all the heartache me and my family have caused for you and yours. I certainly do not want to put undue stress on your pregnancy, and endanger the life of your unborn babies or you. I guess it would have been better had we never met. I had considering going back to school, going into nursing, inspired by you. I am starting to rethink that now. If you are lucky, you won't even have to see us for much longer. We care considering moving back to California. It seems a hospital there has a nice position for my husband.

I do wish you and your family all the best. I am again, sorry for all the heartache having us in your life has caused.

Audrey Callaway