Oct.11.07

10:33 P.M PST

Shalom Johnny:

I am doing okay, physical therapy not to mention the mental therapy is helping, but that does not stop me from worrying about you.  I was scared to death that I was going to loose you, I heard too that you may require a venilator, I hope that doesnt end up happening, I feel like I am loosing you piece by piece.

Susie is still drifting in and out of consciousness, I can not believe we were so stupid to try and take our own lives, you forgive me dont you, please say you do?

I hope Ronee is feeling better as well, tell her I said hi, and I wish her well, and tell her I am sorry I know I disssapointed everyone that I love.

Alot has been going on in my family, I found out Aerail was not really Louisa's daughter, but its complicated, lets just say that Bill was not who he said he was, my uncle is some kind of monster, and he left Aunt Louisa.  Its just not fair.

Well I need to try and get some rest, as you know tomorrow at sundown we start our Sabbath, and the good Lord knows I have alot to think over.

Love

Rebekka Rachel

May Yeshua Bless you, and send your Mom and Dad my love and prayers....

Shalom Johnny: