5:11 Nashville Tenesse
Greetings dear journal long time no talk! It's been crazy with Hannukah and Christmas and now we are getting ready to greet the new Year. 2008 wow! Not to mention Aunt Louisa's surgery today she is doing okay by the way not great I am sure but she made it through the surgery and now the long process of recovery.
I danced at Christmas, I felt so free, its great, and I am glad Sasha is helping me up with that.
Johnny and I broke up a few weeks back, I felt like I was getting in over my head. I need a chance to just be fourteen for awhile like Mamma said I was forced to grow up to fast as it was why force myself anymore.
We are going back to London after the New Year I have another series of tests and we are seriously thinking about moving back there. I think it might be a good thing.
Susie laughed today, something so small but with Susie its huge, because she has been going through a huge depression but we talked and I told her that our friendship would remain with me always, and I told her we were going to London too, then we watched some funny movie, I cant remember the name right now, but we were both cracking up it was great.
I have a check up Monday with my doctors here, I pray everything is going alright. The truth of the matter though is I feel great, better than I have in a long time on a physical and spirtual level.
Well Dad's going to take Susie and I to the video store then we are going to see Aunt Louisa so I better close for now.