Hi Audrey

We got home from the hospital a few moments ago

I'm okay

exhausted

Mom's trying to be strong, but I know she has a lot of questions

its really hard for her

the doctors said when she gets home some changes are going to have to be made

I dont think they are expecting her to get the use of her arms or legs back

me too

but when they tested her with those needles today, she still could not feel them

she is talking a little but its barely above a whisper

and because of the damage to her vocal cords, it wont get any better than that

No Daddy took her back to the doctors today, that wont be necessary

Praise Yeshua, because I could not take anyone else in the hospita;

hospital

eventually the doctors said, but not for awhile

not right away

no in a few weeks

gives us time to see whats going on with Mamma

yeah me too

you know she's been walking a little right?

With the help of crutches and braces, but she is happy to at least have that

yeah around the house, because we are afraid of her falling outside of it, but it makes her happy

Meanwhile I am stuck in this stupid chair until my "stumps" heal

yeah its great

And Aunt Kendra got Kate, a standing chair as well as hand operated bicycle, she is getting to know more freedoms than she used to know as well

Sasha has been helping with Kate as you know they are so close

Like Sus and I

me too and i am glad Sus and I have each other, I would really be falling apart without her

She's been great through this

yeah I know

Mamma may get to go home in a week or two, but they said that will involve a home care nurse, and extensive out patient therapy

Aunt Louisa is about to fall apart though, I am afraid if she does not watch out, shes going to get sick

Its okay

She and I talked for awhile last night, well mostly she cried and I tried to comfort her

ugh sounds like you are having funny

The twins are really quiet lately, its like they know something is not right

having fun

sorry as I said I am pretty exhausted, but I cant seem to get to sleep

I am afraid to sleep

its not for lack of trying

Yeah Dad went to go get my presciprtion filled at the all night pharmacy

No I know

would it be okay if Sus spent the night tomorrow night, she's home now right?

I can't believe how cute and small Missy's babies are

Wow

Its a miracle they are doing so well really

We thought she was going to loose all three

they weighed just over one

And they are over five pounds now, which is great

I know she keeps thinking about the little boy she lost too

Ok

yeah

They are getting excited about Austin though

Daddy's calling from the hospital I will brb

Mom wanted to hear our voices

I did she says hi and thank you for everything

you've been doing plenty

its okay

ugh

Mom wanted me to talk to you anyway, she wanted to ask if you would come over for a few days when she got home, she is really scared

She was saying early she's useless I dont like her talking like that

she will never be useless

I know

do you think you could talk to her tomorrow, she is really, really scared, and I know would be grateful for your company

your comfort

good

because as I said Mamma is trying to be strong, but shes not as strong as she is letting on

wow

Sierra might be flying out to see Mamma

remember my old dance instructor?

yeah

but I am not sure she realizes how bad it is

of course Sierra hasnt exactly had it easy

Well Dad got in with my meds I should prolly take them and get some sleep

ok